Blindersoff -
One: I am glad that you have learned the falacy of the organization being God's exclusivie people.
Two: I am glad you consider holding the family together an important facet of life.
Three: There is no major doctrine or minor one that the witnesses teach that I could go to doors and spread now that I am aware of the facts. They have attempted to interlope into the place of Christ, assuming his mediatorship. They have misapplied nearly every scripture they use. There is no form of Christian love within this cabal that Christ would recognize. Even the field service that they claim has scriptural backing is a misunderstanding and misapplication of what Paul and Peter did in their evangelizing work. They have lied to the flock and to new recruits the same. If anyone would be 'accidently' attracted to this organization by you, how would you handle that?
What is this need to return to field service at all? I can understand reinstatement in some cases, but why move beyond that? Is it impossible in your case to just get reinstated - develop 'weakness' and just fade off? Perhaps an occasional meeting to keep things intact with the family?
I spent nearly 50 years in this organization - I was as devoted as they come in all regards - I was never disciplined, or Df'd - but I love my God of the Bible too much to go back to the sickness of the cult. I hope you don't get caught up in that again. I do not encourage anything that would cause you to endanger a real relationship with God and His Christ.
Jeff