Calling what the WT does with misinformation "study" is laughable, and I don't know how I swallowed it for as long as I did. Like you, I only started seriously "examining the sciptures" after I started turning apostate - oh, the irony wasn't lost on me.
The borg's "study"practices are effective at guilt tripping, fear mongering, shame inducing, self-esteem destroying, family bond breaking indoctrination sessions.