Gosh, the last meeting i went to was horrible..
I had written a letter for reinstatement and was told to meet with the body of elders after the meeting
on the next sunday. So, i went and sat with my dad. After the meeting, i waited till the elders were ready
to meet with me. Finally the PO came up to me and said that the other elders that were all suppose to
meet with me didnt show up, so they will have to reschedule. He saw the dissapointment on my face and
proceeded to tell me "what is your problem, you didnt think we were going to get together today and say
ok, you can be reinstated now, did you?" And i said. "well, yes i thought that maybe you would and thats
what this meeting is for".. he said... "no, thats not how it works, you are going to just have to try harder
for the next 3 monthes or so and write another letter". Then he walked away. I cried so hard and told
my dad on the drive home that i will never go back again , im done trying, i will not be treated like that
ever again. My dad felt bad for me but just tried to encourage me. I have never stepped foot in a
kingdom hall after that.
I guess i should thank this elder for opening my eyes to the real truth.
MonkeyPrincess