Posts by codeblue

i mean, i must have gotten like 50 sympathy cards in the mail from her worldly relatives and co-workers, as well as numerous phone calls, but not one witness has done anything!

codeblue

(((Wingcommander)))

I am so sorry....

I was 14 when my JW Mom died of cancer. My Dad wasn't a JW. I didn't really get the support needed, but reassured I would see her in the resurrection, IF I remained a JW.

My Dad died when I was 28, he was not a JW. I was treated like he wasn't a PERSON because he wasn't a JW. That crushed me to be treated so horribly by the JW's just because he wasn't a JW, it was as if he didn't count.

It is a huge, thing in life to loose a parent. It feels like part of you is ripped away. All we want is a love and compassion when we grieve.

I am sorry you didn't get it from the source you thought you should have got it from (like me) Rest assured your are in God's thoughts, and even that minister that gives you kind visits. You don't have to join his church, but like me, I am always thankful for the support I get from those I need at the time.

We on this board are also there for you

take care,

Codeblue

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Everybody Say Hello to Barbie Doll aka Barbara my Wife

by PEC in

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hi, sweetie, welcome to the nuthouse.

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philip.

codeblue

Welcome Barbie Doll

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WELCOME LEARNINGTOFLY

by Gretchen956 in

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once in awhile you bump into exjws in the strangest places.

yesterday i was playing pogo and of all things, jws came up in conversation.

i mentioned that i used to be one and what do you know, there was another person in there as well!

codeblue

Welcome

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so let me get this straight

by 4digitcode in

i have been on here for only the past 3 days or so....so i don't really know how it goes.. this is an 'apostate' site right?.

so today i've learned that there is just the ol' regular apostate and an 'active' apostate.. but are there actually active witnesses on this site as well??.

because i just saw a topic about someone asking for advice on how to do a talk?.

codeblue

Welcome

I was just as afraid as you to read anything here at first.

The common experience of the "lack of love" and then seeing Dateline May 2002 that exposed the pedophile coverup in the WTBS made me "feel" the hypocrisy. The same hypocrisy they preached about the Catholic Church for the 35 years I attended.

Codeblue

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Newbie here...

by BuzbyU in

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a bit about myself.. i am 46 yrs olds old, live in chicago area.

i am a dis-fellowshipped jw.

i was in the organization since i was a kid.

codeblue

Welcome Gregg

It takes a lot of courage to post the first time....Well done!!! It took me almost 6 months to post. The paranoia about being discovered on any supposed anti-Jw website.

Lack of love, and the May 2002 Dateline exposing the pedophile coverup in the WTBS lead me to fade in 2003.

Codeblue

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DO NOT CONTINUE SENDING EMAILS TO ME OR ATTEMPT TO CONTACT ME OR MY FAMILY.

by esw1966 in

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isn't it 'nice' to finally get letters from home!?????.

this is the entire letter written to me by my sister:.

"do not continue sending emails to me or attempt to contact me or my family.".

codeblue

Well said Scully

Why do we torture ourselves? Why do we keep going back to the people who emotionally abuse us and reject us in the name of Christian Love™? Why do we torture ourselves? Why do we keep going back to the people who emotionally abuse us and reject us in the name of Christian Love™?

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