A year since my brothers death

by purplesofa 34 Replies latest jw friends

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  purplesofa

  Today it's been a year since I got the call about my brothers suicide.

  I posted on the board that I would be gone for awhile. The support I got was unbelievable. Comforting.

  As this first year has passed, the missing part is still there. I want to believe I will see him someday during the ressurection, that I really don't believe will happen.

  At first, I accepted his decision, that is what he wanted to do with HIS life. Now I think of all the ways it possibly could have been prevented.

  I talked with someone this weekend that even said that working around electricity, the voltage can effect some peoples moods? Has anyone ever heard that?

  Love, hug, kiss, cuddle, share with someone today. Please, in rememberance of a great kid that I miss terribly today.

  Love,

  purps
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  free2think

  (((((((((((((purps))))))))))))

  hugs
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  IP_SEC

  Has anyone ever heard that?

  Strong EM fields can indeed effect the brain significantly.

  (((PS))) My hug for the day.
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  ex-nj-jw

  purps

  I've never heard of the electricity thing!

  nj
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  purplesofa

  Strong EM fields can indeed effect the brain significantly

  My brother had just finished his electrician apprenticeship, or journeyman thing. I would not say this is the cause, but could have been a contributing factor possibly. The man I talked to this weekend works with electricity and he said his partner is bi-polar and that is how he knew that electricity effects moods.

  This is new information to me and I want to research it farther.

  Thanks IPPy, but how did you know that informaition....just curious.

  purps
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  IP_SEC

  but how did you know that informaition....just curious.

  I read a lot and very broadly.
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  mtsgrad
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  kitten whiskers

  (((((purplesofa))))
  Kindest thoughts to you as you contemplate your brothers life and your love for him. May you find peace and assurance of a reuniting with him in your heart. Don't let anyone take that thought from you. It is so hard to fathom it after the specific jw indoctrinization (sp?) we received.
  
  Faith in Jesus' words though, keep it in our heart and mind. He said in his Father's house there are many rooms and he was going his way to prepare a place for us. (This is a scripture I was asked a question about and I couldn't forget it. It helped lead me out of the jw.) I like to imagine what they must look like! After all, the city has pearl gates and all sorts of precious gems! Let your imagination run wild and remember your brothers interests and what his room might be like! Hope it helps!
  Hugs,
  Kitten Whiskers
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  misanthropic

  (((((purps)))))-
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  PEC

  ((((((purps))))))

  Philip