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  What is it all about? This life.

  by dh in

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  do you ever have those days, weeks, months, or even years where you just feel like your entire existence is completely pointless, when time has shot by and you feel like you have done none of the things that you set out to do so many years prior.

  when you feel like you have been standing still forever.. you work your routine and live your life, maybe have some friends, but when you go to sleep at night you still feel like there is nothing, no point or reason or meaning for any of it, like life is a void, and all your actions, feelings and everything about you is simply designed to distract you from the fact that there is nothing, and if you're lucky you're so distracted that you never notice it at all.

  it's like some insane cylce and you can never break it, no matter what you do or how you try.

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  DH:

  What you wrote it exactly how I feel about my life. I have felt this way since "fading"....well, even a bit before because I only get to see my children once a year. (I was at least a MOM...but with distance feel like that title has been stripped). I feel I have no identity now.

  I constantly think about WHY am I here?

  I guess the only thing I can come up with is this:

  I try to help others when they go thru painful things in their life. (after all, I have a lot of traumas I have faced since I was a child, and I am living proof that you can get thru them and life can improve). Yeah, some of my friends call me "Dr. Codeblue"...lol

  Love your neighbor as yourself. Be kind to everyone...Make someone "smile"....

  Those things may seem insignificant to others, but life is about showing love and being loved. If you want love, you have to give it too!!!

  CodeBlue
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  Will the Society come up with new prophecy to cover the lack of growth now?

  by AK - Jeff in

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  was following mary's thread on the wt study of the annual report - what a hoot!.

  in follow-up; for years we have heard that the org's growth was 'proof' of the 'truth'.

  do you think the org will come up with some obsure scriptural/prophetic understanding to explain the reduced zeal for the 'kingdom' now?

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  Yes! That's why they say "the light keeps getting brighter"!

  The NEW changes are how they prove they are God's channel after all...(shaking my head as I type this)
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  Post #666

  by Nancy Drake in

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  i just had to acknowledge my 666th post on an apostate website.

  can't wait to get to 144,000.. .

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  lol...I never would have thought about my post #666....wow....congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  You'll be part of the 144,000 soon!!!
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  Official Happy Birthday to Valis

  by stillajwexelder in

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  hey happy birthday valis

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  HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY VALIS...................

  Because it is your birthday, I will let ya off the hook for staying in my bathroom too long!!!!!!!!! lol

  CodeBlue
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  March 13th 2005 and this..............

  by JH in

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  i'm discouraged.... i took these pictures about 1 hour ago...... .

  this should be all melted may 1st....

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  Wow...I couldn't handle that either!!!

  I use to live where we had about 6 months of snow.......yikes.....

  Put up beach pictures everywhere in your house. Go to a tanning salon.....

  Better yet....go take a beach vacation

  CodeBlue
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  Just sitting here thinking of Mulan and Big Red

  by ozziepost in

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  and sending the love of mrs ozzie and myself in your difficult time.

  any news?

  ozzie

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  (((Mulan and all family)))

  So sorry to hear about Mulan's mom......

  Please know that we are thinking about you at this difficult time.......

  hugs,

  CodeBlue
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  1 Year of Nancy Drake

  by dh in

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  Congrats (((Nancy)))...nice having you aboard.....
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  Hi everyone!

  by schne_belly in

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  well - this is my first post.

  i want to express my gratitude to all of you in jwd land for the help you provide.

  i'd be glad to relate stories, and experiences in the future, but wanted to introduce myself first.

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  Welcome
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  Send good vibes...

  by Country Girl in

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  my mother was out in pioneer service yesterday with another sister.

  their car was broadsided by another car, running a red light, drunken driving, and both women were tragically hurt.

  my mother sustained head injuries, and some other broken bones.

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  (((CG)))

  Sending you and your Mom much positive energy........hope she has a speedy recovery

  CodeBlue
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  Welcome Stealyourface

  by kls in

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  hi i saw your first answer to a post and thought i would say ,,,,,,,,,,,,hi and welcome to this place.. .

  the part about your left boob,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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  Welcome