I am so sorry
When I was 14 I watched my Mom die of cancer.....
Sending you lots of positive energy to be able to cope with all of this.
hugs,
CodeBlue
she has something called, corticobasildegeneration.
yeah i know what a name!
its a disease that shrinks the brain, and there is no cure for it!
I am so sorry
When I was 14 I watched my Mom die of cancer.....
Sending you lots of positive energy to be able to cope with all of this.
hugs,
CodeBlue
hi all, i am coming here to seek some help sorting out my feelings, emotions and try to put the million thoughts in my head into some sort of order.
i already did a lot of the grieving 5 years ago when i suspected so it is not as painful now that i know for sure, facts are usually not as good as what the wife with many lonely hours can dream up in her imagination.
this may get long, sorry.
(((Been There)))
I am so sorry you are going thru this....and remember: It isn't your fault!!!
I was married to a JW who did this to me for 20 years...........he was also good at lying......It started just before our 2nd anniversary.
I had extreem low self esteem and "put up with it"...but I can honestly say that after the first cheating there was "no trust".....
We divorced 2 weeks before our 20th anniversary..........
Now I am married to a man who understands the concept of "fidelity" and not lying............What a refreshing difference for me!!!
I hope the best for you, whatever your decision! (pm me is you want to chat some more)
CodeBlue
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tuesday the 9th ...our little scully is going to be ????????
29??
Hope you have a fantastic birthday
i don't know why i bother to go through these things.
appointments with idiots mascarading as doctors.. a couple of months ago i went to the rehabilitaion center here in ottawa and saw a physiotherapist.
has it really taken you this long to know that people in wheelchairs can take the bus!!!.
(((LL)))
So sorry to hear of your dr. problems...and yes....I don't like them either.
In 1995 I had a mammogram. There were a couple of suspicious spots on it. My family dr. didn't know what to do. I found a breast cancer specialists in a city about an hour south of where I was living. I brought my x-rays. Before I went I did a ton of "research".
I showed the breast cancer specialist my x-ray and he said: "What do you want me to do?"
I was furious!!! I said: can't you biopsy it? He said: no, it is so small we can't find it......(geez....that's a lot of help).
I had to come up with a solution: can you take more x-rays? (I don't know why I was even there at that point)
Yes we can.
The x-ray showed the same results and they told me to get more in 6 months and there was NOTHING for me to do.
I was so mad on the car ride home I felt like I was ripped off by someone pretending to be a breast cancer specialist!!!
I had x-rays in 6 months....it was clear. I had to go in 6 more months...clear.
I waited 10 years before I got another mammogram....
I sincerely hope your family doctor can help you....seems to be the only one with brains that is totally aware of your "condition"....
CodeBlue
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so there.. i have been smoking on and off since about 1999, and i'm tired of it.
it's time to quit for good.. i will be revisiting this thread before i go to bed tonight, and i will at that time be able to post that i made it through the day without a single puff of tobacco smoke.
Good for you!!! The health benefits are worth it!!!
I never smoked, cause my DAD smoked 4 packs a day, and I was sick all the time when I lived at home. The smoking killed him at an early age of 65.
Take one day at a time....and don't beat yourself up if you have a relapse....
Like Blondie mentioned, smoking cigarettes is the most addictive habit to break...
Hang in there....we "support you".
CodeBlue
after 9 long months of living in a shelter at the y here in ottawa in one tiny room --- .
i have finally got a place to live.. it is small and i will have to get rid of a few things - ok a lot of things but i will have a home again.
it is a small apartment in a seniors residence.
Congratulations LL!!!
I am so happy you finally have your own place...I have really missed you here on JWD!!!
I also hope you are feeling better too
CodeBlue
not just the ones at the circuit assembly ....i am talking about the ones we answer directly to the elders...before baptism...and at the assem .
sorry, can't find my book from 1974 of questions for baptism or for 1995...(personal reasons) .
codeblue .
bttt
not just the ones at the circuit assembly ....i am talking about the ones we answer directly to the elders...before baptism...and at the assem .
sorry, can't find my book from 1974 of questions for baptism or for 1995...(personal reasons) .
codeblue .
Thanks for the offer...but I need the books with the baptism questions for baptism in 74 and 95.....I want to prove a point to one of my JW sons....that the questions have changed, not dedicating to Jehovah but to an organization!!! So, anybody have those books BluesBrother mentioned?
not just the ones at the circuit assembly ....i am talking about the ones we answer directly to the elders...before baptism...and at the assem .
sorry, can't find my book from 1974 of questions for baptism or for 1995...(personal reasons) .
codeblue .
bttt
not just the ones at the circuit assembly ....i am talking about the ones we answer directly to the elders...before baptism...and at the assem .
sorry, can't find my book from 1974 of questions for baptism or for 1995...(personal reasons) .
codeblue .
Thanks for the info BluesBrother. Who has these books, the 1972 version and the one that would have been used in 1995 baptisms?