omg
that was a weird correct format thing from above!!!
Sorry about the spaces, I didn't do that when I corrected it.
i feel like i'm waiting for something to happen.
i don't know...for the clouds to open up and a thundering voice to say "just kidding!
am i the only one that feels this?
omg
that was a weird correct format thing from above!!!
Sorry about the spaces, I didn't do that when I corrected it.
i feel like i'm waiting for something to happen.
i don't know...for the clouds to open up and a thundering voice to say "just kidding!
am i the only one that feels this?
Had to give up college scholarships and music scholarships at age 18 to prove I love Jehovah.........
Went thru a 20 year marriage, raised a son that wasn't mine. Had a cheating JW husband the whole 20 years.
Wasted?
Depends on how you look at it: sure I would love to "get a real life" but look at what I have accomplished without the scholarships:
I raised 2 children that are now married and even though they are men, take excellent care of their wives.........
Since exiting a religion I was raised in, I have been an "angel" to a non JW going thru a divorce ( that's the term she gave me for helping her out so much) Who else would nurture another soul when her own soul was needing nurturing after leaving a cult?
So....look in the mirror again........................YOU are important and you can make a difference in somebody's life, which in turn makes a difference for you too!
Codeblue
during my discussion with death to the pixies i hit on something that he brushed off as irrelevant.
in trying to make it clearer for him why the question mattered to me i stumbled across the best proof for myself that this cannot be god's organization and the bible students/jws have been being lied to from the beginning.. in 1930 over 80,000 professed anointed had no clue that they were god's sole channel of communication to mankind, even though jehovah's witnesses now teach that the anointed have been that sole channel ever since pentecost of 33 c.e.. question #1: how is it possible that god's channel of communication didn't even know they were his channel of communication?.
question #2: if the true anointed brothers of christ have always been god's sole channel of communication to mankind since penetcost 33 c.e., why would jesus need to choose them in 1919; didn't he already know who god's channel was?.
To elaborate on your questions in another sense is this:
Jesus hand picked his disciples to do the "preaching work"..........his elete circle that knew him "personally".
WE weren't hand picked. Why should we feel he picked us then, centuries later to spread HIS GOOD NEWS...? there is no scriptural proof for this?
Jesus was 29 before he got baptized: Why do JW's insist on teenage baptism when JESUS was 29 on his baptism?
Inquiring minds want to know?
The list can go on: he never set the standard for 3 meetings a week either or time cards?
i had one disconcerting dream last night.
i was in a very large assembly hall and explosions started occuring and rather than wanting to leave everyone stayed and chatted like whatever was happening out there was not going to affect them inside.
they were all very smug.
Min...omg...I have had MANY recent dreams of being one.
It freaks me out a bit. Remember I am the only one in my family of siblings that is no longer one (nor my adult kids) so they are always present in them and at the meetings or conventions and some weird scene happens.
When you are a part of something for 35 years....it is going to be hard to shake all those years, unless we get a selective lobotomy!!! lol
Codeblue
in a thread posted by "whyizit", named..."what is most important to approach a j.w.
any current changes in w.t.?"......
a poster named "unique 1" made this comment...also, she may want to ask her study ladies why they had to change to the new song book about 20 years ago?
Interesting thread.........
and Blondie is so right: many songs were too difficult to sing! (average persons could not sing a lot of them)
when i read the article "the watchtower's secret manual for elders" by jason barker ,
i realized how many times i personally have seen these directives in the "pay attention " book applied.
i have outlined a eleven step process to show just how easy it is to be
Totally amazing....thanks for sharing!
Codeblue
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yep, been drinkin' twenty years now and i've finally had enough.
i would apprecieate any words on encouragement, and if anyone has also had this problem and beat it, i'd like to hear your experience.. steve
Steve:
If that is what you need to do for yourself...I wish you the best. Be happy and healthy!!!
Let us know how it goes.......or at least me...pm me if you like. I hear support is the best when going thru this....I will be here for you.
hugs,
Codeblue
two weeks ago my wife had a miscarriage at 11 weeks.
it is very sad as it was to be my first child and my wife is already 39. what hurt the most though is that none of my immediate family contacted me.
i was d/f in january and did not expect to hear regularly from my parents and sister.
I am so sorry to hear about your loss and for your wife as well.
Maybe one day your family will realize that the truth(tm) isn't the truth and will be asking for your forgiveness for not showing you love during this most difficult time in your life.
I have went thru a bit of shunning myself (not df'd or da'd) but understand how I want my JW family to still love me. I have come to terms that I need to dwell on my "real friends" that give me support and make me feel good about myself.
Sending you and your wife much positive energy to help you cope thru your loss.
hugs,
Codeblue
not bad eh?
i caught this fish on the lewis river in sw washington.
it was about an hour-long battle.
Awesome pictures
Smoked salmon is excellent!!!
for my job, i need to come up with a couple dozen drink ideas for spring/summer.
i need some fruity, tropical type shyte.
i have quite a few that i've concocted myself, but being mainly a beer/whiskey sort of fella, my imagination is running a little thin when it comes to the frooty dpt.. any ideas?
Lemon Drops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!