I dont have the willpower to attend meetings anymore. I'm literally on the sound system list every week. I'm either reading on Sunday or Tuesday, praying on Tuesday nites, adjusting mics, passing mics, or working the sound system.
or doing last minute parts for the service meeting. Not to mention service on Saturdays and Sundays.
I found doing the mics, and even reading, helped greatly for the meetings to pass.
Doing parts, though, and service, can suck out of you.
Try and see what you can escape from while keeping your sanity.
If you can do nothing, go to a doctor, and tell him about your workload.
He'll readily give you a note to take a break.
Explain to the appropriate elder that you need to take a break to rebuild - and that you will be of zero use if you have a breakdown.