Kindly explain that your relationship with Jehovah has never been better, but also that Jesus taught that it is a PERSONAL relationship, which, even excludes family.
Not a criticism. but some seem to make a show or a display of how "spiritual" they are.
Jesus said: " All the works they do, they do to be seen by men " (Matt. 23:5)
I do not want my spirituality to be something to impress men - I want it to be my PERSONAL relationship with God.