A watcher:
Jehovah's Witnesses taught me how to have a personal relationship with Jehovah and Jesus.
That's simply a fabricated statement.
Nobody can prove or show any evidence of a relationship with any non-human entities.
The reality is the Governing Body taught you to believe they are "Jehovah". Imperfect men. Liars. Sinners. Greedy.
Plus, shunning is hateful.
You, along with with all of us, have been deceived.