I used to be a JW many years ago. God called me out by giving 2 visions. The 1st vision was like this: I was sitting in the kingdom hall then suddenly everyone's eyes were black with no life. God told me " Because they deny my son Jesus Christ who gives life they have no life."as the the Lord and savior and as part of the trinity. Which is: (One Spirit one God manifested into 3 distinct persons).( God the father, God the Son , and God the Holy Ghost). Listen to me please now that I serve the true God. I actively hear from God and it is so beautiful I cry every day from his great Love. If you are saved then you should have a active communication with your Father in heaven. If you don't its because God 's spirit is not in you. Youv'e been decieved by the Angel of light. Which is what God told me is what is activly leading the JW's. and kingdom hall.
So I hope you take that step of faith and ask forgiveness for denying Jesus as (God the Son") and not accepting and believing that he died for your sins.
I guarantee you God will reveal himself to you.