Saturday night in the country where I am from, I am sitting by my computer alone and drinking and having some thoughts. Hos sad isnt that? .....I am feeling a bit down right now and dont know what to do.Had a call from my mum, she was among other things saying that its not very good that I dont go to meetings if they are not (she and my dad. It takes an hour to go the KH, and my dad is the only one having a driving license and car) And she also said I should socialize more with the persons in the cong. And then she asked if I am doing any ministry these days, I said yes sometimes I do that. Which was a lie... I hate lying, but the whole situtation makes me do it. What am I gonna do?! She doesnt know I am mentally out yet, dont know how to tell her either, what should I start with? Something about JW TV maybe, that its like any other TV evangelist stuff, I dont know.... Theres is so many things I could talk about that is wrong in the org, but I dont know how and when, and she will probably be mad at me. And an other question, how are you faders coping wiht the ministry thing? Are you lying about it? Honestly I am putting in fake hours in my monthly report... I dont really like it, but it just have to do for the time being.
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A few thoughts
by Powermetal4ever insaturday night in the country where i am from, i am sitting by my computer alone and drinking and having some thoughts.
hos sad isnt that?
.....i am feeling a bit down right now and dont know what to do.had a call from my mum, she was among other things saying that its not very good that i dont go to meetings if they are not (she and my dad.
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Flashy convention site
by Powermetal4ever indont know if anyone already have shown this, but there's a big convention this summer in stockholm with people from all northern european countries ( i believe it was).
and this is the site: https://www.sammankomst.org/#/ .
never seen such a site, it even got a countdown on it.
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Powermetal4ever
If this is an Assembly Hall then that is news. If this is just a site hired for the convention it is not. Does anyone know?
Its hired
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Flashy convention site
by Powermetal4ever indont know if anyone already have shown this, but there's a big convention this summer in stockholm with people from all northern european countries ( i believe it was).
and this is the site: https://www.sammankomst.org/#/ .
never seen such a site, it even got a countdown on it.
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Powermetal4ever
Lol! Just realised, that the word site can different things xD In this case I meant site as in website.
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Flashy convention site
by Powermetal4ever indont know if anyone already have shown this, but there's a big convention this summer in stockholm with people from all northern european countries ( i believe it was).
and this is the site: https://www.sammankomst.org/#/ .
never seen such a site, it even got a countdown on it.
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Powermetal4ever
Dont know if anyone already have shown this, but there's a big convention this summer in Stockholm with people from all northern european countries ( I believe it was). And this is the site: https://www.sammankomst.org/#/
Never seen such a site, it even got a countdown on it. Somewhat flashy in my opinion, like they want to show how modern JWs are these days or smething like that.
You can choose language in top right corner btw.
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Pick your belief system
by Giordano ini think we've all noticed a ton of newbe's these past months.
one part of escaping or thinking about escaping the jw's is coming to terms with what you believe now and/or what direction you are leaning towards.. here is a site that has a quick quiz that may be of some worth or just for fun.
i took it when i first signed on here and the results surprised me because it was pretty accurate.. you don't have to sign up for anything and when you finish you will get a percentage answer on 20 major belief systems.
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Powermetal4ever
This was chocking, I had Sikhism 100%, at first place. After that, Jainism 92%, and Neo-pagan 81%
And JW 21% at third last place, wIth onlye eastern orthodox and roman catholic after.
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March JW Broadcast: Once again disparaging Higher Education - this time in the Music Video.
by cappytan ini will have the music video separated shortly.
will post the link once it's done..
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Those JW pins and Jewelry
by AudeSapere ini'm not surprised but i must admit to a little eye roll.... looking at some photos on my brother's facebook page, i stumbled on a picture of our mother.
it took a few cycles thru the photos before i realized that mom has a jw pin on her top.. not surprising, but wanted to share.. we have not spoken in a long time.
for a while she was calling me every couple of weeks from her cell phone in the morning.
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Powermetal4ever
Why not use a purple triangle instead?....
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Circuit Assembly outline
by jdubsnub ini've been out of the religion for a little while now but my family is still "strong in the truth".
i got a call today asking if i could stop by to have a discussion.
they just had their circuit assembly and this is typically when they decide to talk to me, while they're spiritually energized hah.
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New Caleb video uses fearmongering on children
by Jonathan Drake incheck it out.
literally the message is if you don't pay attention at the meetings you could die.
how insane, i feel like this must wake some people up..
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Powermetal4ever
I thought God was greater than that. Than caring if someone doesnt pay enough attenttion on meetings.