Since this year's commemoration I've been to perhaps 2 meetings.
But even before, I was skipping more and more during the last year or so. Sometimes I was going to one meeting in a month.
They gave me 2 assignments in school, but 2 weeks before the assignment I told them I can not make it.
I've only been contacted by the elder to whom I was suppose to give the preaching report.
And I only have contact with one person from the organization, a friend to whom I also told my concerns.