Hi ((imzadi)) no, I did'nt. I did'nt even knew it went on I was so naive about the WTBS.A poster told me about all this a while ago and I was convinced it was only in his congregation..
I REALLY thought everyone was trying so hard..I was... it did make me a bit upset to think i'd spent so long beating myself up for not being good enough and everyone else was going to parties etc..perhaps I was just stupid.
I had worldly friends..but only cos they refused to give up on me, I pushed them away but they stayed close
Maybe it's different if youre brought up in it- do you have less respect then and learn how to work the system? It took a serious breach of trust from a dishonest elder for me to see what the whole organisation was really like and that lead to major depression .Im pleased that some of the kids who are brought up in it are having a good time..and can see through the party line. at least it proves the hold they previously had on them is loosening, and maybe it's because of sites like this
hope you feel better soon
