I hear you, dear P (the greatest of love and peace to you!)... but I have to say that my Lord has proven himself trustworthy. More than anyone or anything I've ever encountered. Which is why I CAN have faith in him: he has proven himself with evidence/evident demonstrations... so that the things I "hope for"... that have yet to come FROM HIM... will do so! For example, it was proven to ME... demonstrably... that he rose from the dead. Did I see him do that? No. Did I see him at all before he proved to me that he had? Nope. I heard him. He can't speak if he's dead, can he? So, I had no alternative BUT to conclude that he was alive... because I could HEAR him (although not see... "behold" him).
Given that I have proof that HE rose from the dead... and that he has never lied to me... then when he says that he can resurrect ME from the dead... I am CONFIDENT that should I die he WILL. Therefore, I have faith IN him that (1) he can, and (2) he will... not leave me in Sheol (should I die (because not all will, but I don't dwell on that either way).
So, while I am not unduly UNCONSCIOUS of the potential I have to die, such that I disregard ALL caution (which would be putting that promise to the TEST!)... I am not unduly concerned with dying, either. It is what it is and will most probably occur for me. BUT... so what if it does? I not only trust him as to his word that he CAN resurrect me, but have faith in him that he WILL resurrect me. That being, "the thing HOPED FOR (i.e., not being left in Sheol but reunited with my loved ones, as his promise is for them, as well).
I get it that some people believe this life is all that there is... and I can understand why they think that. Just as I can understand why some believe they/loved ones are/have automatically "going/gone to heaven" when they die. Both have been explained to me. And I don't have a problem with those who have either beliefs (and both ARE beliefs), not at all. Any "problem" that I WOULD have has to do with when those beliefs lie on the Most Holy One of Israel... or His Son. Otherwise, I don't really care, truly. Because I know what has been told and shown to ME... and so I have to go with the EVIDENCE I have received.
Regardless of whether anyone else agrees, disagrees, etc. Doesn't matter: I know what I've heard and seen... and by means of whom: the Holy One of Israel and Holy Spirit, JAHESHUA, the Chosen One of JAH (MischaJah), who is the Son and Christ of the MOST Holy One of Israel, JAH... of Armies.
Again, peace to you... and YOUR household!
YOUR servant and fellow slave of Christ,
SA