EdenOne
So sorry to hear you have been ill. We are sending hugs and get well thoughts to you!
It is so sad that the JW's love is so conditional. Your story sounds so familiar. The lack of love and concern is just incredible.
I wish that I could tell you in more detail, a story about a situation our family had several years ago but it could possibly reveal my identity. We had a very serious medical situation with one of our children. Not one visit from the BOE. We were in the hospital for quite a while. We received NOTHING from the Brothers. Just inquiries to why we were missing so many meetings. Damn...our kid was in the hospital. We were still active at the time.
Let's face it, it hurts. I feel for you. I have never forgotten how we felt.
I used to loose sleep over these things but I have now come to the realization that people (especially the JW's are only concerned about themselves). The lack of love is what made us leave then we learned TTATT. We have received more love from non JW's and they don't HAVE to treat us kind...they WANT to.
Hang in there and feel better soon.