I wanted OUT at age 14. I wasn't "allowed" to no longer attend (dad was an Elder).
The way I was treated in the congregation as a young person was despicable. The way I was treated has affected me to this day. I don't trust too many people (actually, only my spouse) . I was treated better by my "worldly" friends at school.
The only good that came out of being a JW, is I met my spouse and now have our wonderful kids. Now we are all FREE!