"He told me 10 years ago that he felt he would die in this system. So deep down there are doubts in his mind."
We had a family member (70's) tell us the same exact thing just a few years ago. She still holds true to the cult but there are deep deep doubts. She will never admit the doubts to us, now that she knows that we are out for good. She doesn't want to add that "feather in our cap."