Hello IWB,
I'm personally happy for your awakening. It's sickening when you see so many love ones who have become walking drones of the GB. I'm still in but mentally out. I make it to a meeting here and there mostly to appease my family. I hope to one day break free completely with entire family. It's not going to be easy but I can see it happening with the concerted effort I've put in so far. It's hard to sit through talks riddled with so many lies that is aimed at keeping everyone in submission to the WTS.
Welcome and please continue healing emotionally. Many good people on this board and many are willing to listen at anytime without criticism.
I wish you and your wife the very best.