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Octavia
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Emotional Day
by Puternut ini am having one of those days.
it all started yesterday when i was picking up some work from a client yesterday nearby.
when i walked in the store, the nora jones cd was playing and i became emotional.
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ATTN: TEXANS
by Octavia inplease tell me how things are on the homefront.
are emu farms getting popular there?
how's deep ellum?
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Octavia
Please tell me how things are on the homefront. Are Emu farms getting popular there? How's Deep Ellum? Is it still as cool and fun as it was 14 yrs ago? Please tell me anything and everything you think I might want to hear about.
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Let's play a game
by Puternut inthis game is a jwd door to door game.
you're out and about and talking to your neighbor, or someone you meet anywhere else.
you can be either the one that makes the presentation or the house holder.
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Octavia
But it's mostly the fanatics like me that go out at night. I like to make sure everyone is aware of where their plantes are and what the influence will be on your life, feelings, spiritual development, sexual response (or lack thereof). I really feel that it's important share my message of good news with my neighbor so that you, too can...
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DRUGS!
by new light ini have a confession.
when i returned to the jw's a few years ago, i was on drugs.
years, but one especially heavy acid trip sent me searching for god, and i thought i found him with the dubs.
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Octavia
Drugs. Bless my stars. Yes, I was led back to Jehovah because of drugs. I was a homeless tweek for about 6 mos (which is not that long, really when I look at other tweeks). I prayed fervantly to Jehovah to help me out of the situation I was in, his blessing to me was an unplanned pregnancy. I distinctly remember... I had been up for about 2 weeks, no sleep, I had eaten maybe 3 times in 2 weeks; spun out of my mind, I was alreays reading cards or casting charts or something.
This morning, I had been up all night working with dominos and dice, trying to devise a divination method... I did. I had an overwhelming feeling like I was going to or had conceived. Well, when I started putting all my toys away, my boyfriend at the time (current ex-husband) woke up and chopped us each a couple of lines.
I snorted one line and ran to the toilet to puke. Right then I said "I think I'm pregnant". He said, Naw, your just high, have another line. I said "no, I'm pregnant, so I'm not goin to do any more dope until it's confirmed" Geez, talk about hard. I was staying in this flop house with about 10 other tweeks... I just made them hold my hand when they were doing lines and I couldn't.
Two weeks later I asked for a pregnancy test. They didn't want to give me one because It wasn't even time for my period, much less the fact that I wasn't late! But I convinced them to do one and sure enough it was positive. So, we moved away from our tweek lifestyle and set up family (I already had a son that was living back and forth between my mom and his dad).
10 mos after my daughter was born, we moved back to our old tweek town and guess what happened. I was somewhat moderate, I wouldn't allow myself to go more than 24 hours with sleeping, but my husband went off the deep end again. I did some serious consideratons and made my dedication in prayer to Jehovah. I was re-instated inside of 2 mos.
Now I don't like meth any more. It's bad stuff; but I still love weed, shrooms, and I would really like to try peote, I guess I'd better learn to spell it first.
So at the time, getting re-instated was my way of controlling my little run-away demon; my husband quit using it then too, although he's gone back to it recreationally since. But currently, I'm w/ Saintsatan on the use of other, more organic mind expanding sustances... I love to smoke weed and meditate of do yoga or read or go for a walk or have tantric sex. I think some of the substances that Jah gave us have a purpose. Marijuana, the poppy plant, the coca bean, etc.
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Octavia
Twat's Spyware?
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Octavia
Energy can not be created or destroyed, only changed. That's how my science teacher said it. Energy isn't so hard to change. We manipulate energy all the time. Think how easily Jah can manipulate energy, just by thinking a thought. Jehovah promisses a paradise perfection with the absence of all wickedness. If there's wickedness there's no perfection... so just by Jah deciding it's time to bring about his purpose Satan can no longer exist.
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Mark of the Wild Beast (666) Calculation - 6x6+6=42 (Bush=42 President)
by Brownboy in.
what do you think??
more info to follow..............
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Octavia
Wow, Brownboy... I'm kinda thinking you must know a bit about numerology. Do you know the meanings of the numbers 22, 23, 24? Do you know that 43 & 47 both work? not with the 666 eq8shun, but in numerolgy and the final outcum so to speak.
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What kind of pets do you have?
by dustyb ini have 2 german shepherds, one white and one black and grey.
also granny has a little yorkie terrier, he's my little buddy.
he'll follow me anywhere.
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Octavia
I have two pussies, but I used to have a basset too!
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Celts Puzzled
by Celtic ini don't know what i'm puzzled about, though i feel puzzled, not confused, just hmmmm, with a puzzled expression on my brow.. i've been puzzled for a long time.
lifes a ruddy puzzle but it ain't half interesting.. what shall i write about, this, that or the other?
for whatever i write, one ends up in place one started from once upon a time.. hmmmm.
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Octavia
Maybe someday I'll show you my piercings; I'm sure I wouldn't be allowed to display mine the way you do... sigh. It's a sexist world.
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Celts Puzzled
by Celtic ini don't know what i'm puzzled about, though i feel puzzled, not confused, just hmmmm, with a puzzled expression on my brow.. i've been puzzled for a long time.
lifes a ruddy puzzle but it ain't half interesting.. what shall i write about, this, that or the other?
for whatever i write, one ends up in place one started from once upon a time.. hmmmm.
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Octavia
Cool piercing, Valis. Is that yours?