Thanks again everyone for your concern and well wishes.
My daughter still emails me. In fact her tone is much different from that of her
first letter
, breaking off our relationship. She did give me the address of her new apartment though she did not supply her new phone number (I am forbidden to call her). I always respond to her emails and send notes via snail mail about every two months.
As far as grandchilden etc. I don't know. That road will be crossed later.
It has been very difficult. As many of you know, I was abducted at age 2 by my JW father. I finaly found my mother at age 33, only to discover that she had searched for me for years then attempted suicide. She's like a 60 year old child. Soon after, my father and step-mother began shunning me (I'm an apostate). One of my step-sisters stopped talking to me, becuase I refused to accept her, "I ran into a door" story after her boyfriend gave her a black eye. And now, my daughter has left me as well. Not to mention the hateful letter she wrote.
I'm tired of the depression and am considering getting back on the meds.
Without a doubt, the one bright light in my life is my beautiful, patient, understanding, loving wife. Without her my life would be much darker.
Thanks evryone,
Bryan