@Katewild .. I'm pretty sure they view me as a incompetent MS anyway :) , I cant give away too many details to preserve my identity, but many things happening around me in the cong suggests that I am weak MS with great potential lol :P
@nic .... I havent told her anything , She is pretty upset the way the borg has moved in the last few years.. if i sense more doubts from her, I will share :), she is very understanding and kind, and I am very sure she loves me more than the borg, I just need the right window