Posts by ohiocowboy

The one that I like the best is the third painting of the Geisha. I too see and have seen a lot of artwork and I can see that xsk8trboizrhot has artistic talent, and school will definitely further her success! Nowadays there are those who doodle a bunch of squiggly lines with no real thought, and their delusions cause them to think that they are accomplished artists when they clearly are not. True art though, such as your daughter's, comes from the soul and evokes emotion and feeling, much in the same way that a true musician does when singing or playing an instrument that tugs at the audiences heartstrings.

Sorry for the poster who was being mean. Constructive criticism is a good thing, but it sounded like he was just trying to be Destructive instead and I agree it was uncalled for.

A blog of your artwork may be a good idea, it will allow your work to have exposure and at the same time you can get feedback from others which is also important to your success.

What children's book is your work in? I bet you are really proud of that accomplishment!

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I Need a Friend

by snowbird in

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friends

anyone???.

syl.

ohiocowboy

I love you Sylvia. You are a very special person to me!

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Why God keeps silent to somebody even after intensive cry?

by dattaswami1 in

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ohiocowboy

I have been logged off for a few days as my last posts took a lot out of me. I want to thank those who offered me support through these posts, as well as PM's I received. I am honored to know people here, as so many showed true empathy and it is very much appreciated.

I see that others have lost their Animal Companions and still feel really sad about it. I know the feelings are hard to put into words. I am so sorry for what you are going through. Know that I am re-reading your posts and am wishing every one of you my condolences and sincere, positive thoughts.

Thank you for helping me feel not as alone.

CJ

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Why God keeps silent to somebody even after intensive cry?

by dattaswami1 in

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ohiocowboy

Hi Curtains and TEC! Thank you...

I am embarrassed to say this because of people's reactions, but the death I was refferring to was my Dog. Please don't laugh. I know people say it was just a Dog, but to me she wasn't. I had her from a puppy shortly after I was disowned from my parents, and for several years it was her and i, I didn't even really have any true friends in the world yet, had no family or relationship for years, so I became very attached, I was at a point that I could not leave her, and thankfully my job during that time was close to home, and I ran so many errands for work through the dy that i could stop in and see her, then as soon as work ended I couldn't wait to get back home to see her. Some see it as unhealthy, but for me it was a love that was so unconditional and we knew each other so well that we could just look at each other and I could tell what she wanted or needed. Same with her, she knew just by looking at me what my mood was and changed her feelings to comfort or make me happy. Thankfully I was able to return the same.She would follow me everywhere, we were almost never apart for 14-1/2 years until I was with her to see her take her last suffering breath. There was nothing more beautiful in the world to me than she was.

The thing that gets me the most is everyone in any religion I have read about does not allow a place for Dogs or any animals in an afterlife as they say they have no soul, and I have been crazed since I have lost her that I will never see her again. She was my child, my little girl, and the thought that after death that i could not see such a pure being again makes me even more depressed, because right now I am looking forward to dying just to have the chance to see her again, yet it petrifies me if there is an afterlife and I cannot even have her back after death.

I'm sorry if it sounds childish, but different people handle things differently, and I admit I am a very weak person emotionally, and even writing this is taking a toll on me.

I just don't know. I just wanted proof in this life so I could feel more comfortable if there is an afterlife.

I'm sorry for talking about this, I told myself I wouldn't open up my feeling here. I lost love, I can lose everything I own and I don't care, it has happened before, but the love I lost-I just can't handle the loss of.

I'm sorry, I feel really weird right now, please don't judge me. It hurts so bad I can't even think. I can't do this. I need some proof. Please just a little bit of proof.

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Why God keeps silent to somebody even after intensive cry?

by dattaswami1 in

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ohiocowboy

Heartofaboy. Please stop. it isn't nice. I am asking nicely.

AGuest, Thank you for the response! I, as well as others have begged to the True God, and have begged literally until it hurts and the pain is so great as I mentioned before that I could literally die. Would not a human King even show mercy on those who supplicate themselves to the point of exhaustion for help? There are so many religions, and many gods out there that people believe in as you yurself have said, so why doesn't the True God help if a person is praying to the True God, in Christ's name? A loving parent would calm their child when they need reassurance or are afraid, yet the one who supposedly created us and loves us don't/won't help.

I would never ask for money or material possesions to increase wealth, etc. but have prayed for the life and health of something that I was a Guardian of, but lost anyways, and I watched her suffer in the end. A part of myself was ripped away, and I find it a challenge every day to stay alive because of it. Prayer addressed to the True God in Jesus' name didn't work before or after to help. I know I will soon die Yes, for a fact, people can and do die from a Broken heart all of the time. I am soon to be proof.

Just a sign. I just wanted to be heard by my creator. I didn't want wealth, I just wanted to not lose Love, something there is a big shortage of in the World. My last hope.

Thank you again for yur reply.

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Why God keeps silent to somebody even after intensive cry?

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ohiocowboy

I wish that someone could say one thing, just one thing only that proves that "God" wants to help us and is actually there. Crying in open supplication and asking, even begging to him doesn't even seem to work, even when that person's pain is so much they could die. Please and with utmost sincerity, can anyone answer this?