It is crazy to me that you posted this thread just this morning. I was contemplating starting an identical one. The reason being is that I burned almost all of my remaining books and tracts last night.
I was cleaning out my hobby room and there were my two extremely dusty book bags. I sat down and started filing through them.....My "Young People Ask", "The Greatest Man Whoever Lived", my highly inspirational "Praises to Jehovah", and uncomfortably enough my first NWT. My girlfriend called me while I was outside starting the fire with the tracts. I told her what I was doing and she asked me if I was okay. While she was never a Witness, she knows that it was my life for so long. She is such a wonderful friend.
I can't really tell you how I feel about what I've done. I do not harbor any malice towards them so I don't feel "TRUIMPHANT" by any means. I just feel quiet and confused. The day my burden was lifted was long ago. It was the day Harley got up on stage and announced that I was an unapproved association. I felt physically free. Thank god I never got baptised!
So now I don't feel free, because I've been free for a long time. So maybe I'm not going to feel anything about what I've done???
Anyway, thanks for asking. I really needed to spill.
~Snapdragon