I am right there with you.
I should have known better. I had been in church my entire life until college. I learned the Bible. I was in church 4-5 times a week learning and socializing with Christians. I stopped going when two of the leaders in the youth group started getting under my skin. One kicked me out of a function and one took me behind closed doors and yelled at me. I don't blame them for my descision to stop going to church when I needed it most (the college years). After all of this 4 kids and no regular church support...I was reading the Bible now and again on my own. I was ripe for the JW's to come. I was home alone watching my babies most of the day. I was craving anything to challenge my mind...and, boy, did they!
I am glad I came here and realized that my studies weren't leading me to truth before I took it to far.