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Thinking about sex at the meeting?

by gilwarrior in

when i went to the meetings, i couldn't concentrate, so i would daydream all the time.

i noticed that most of the time i would think about sex!

i would look at some of the young ladies and imagine having sex with them.

AvailableLight

MrMoe,

When you said:

I carry this mental state to my work environment, driving, sleeping, eating, everything is SEX SEX SEX to me. So I have not changed a bit. At work I even think about sex during our meetings and yet I look as if I am paying attention. OMFG I NEED TO GET LAID.

You hit a nail right on the head for me - God I hate meetings at work. What a f***king waste of time. Usually within the first 45 seconds alone I have already imagined several elaborate sexual encounters in even more elaborate locations.

I've learned how to devote just a small fraction of energy to monitoring what's going on in the meeting while constantly evaluating whether it pertains to me or not. If it does, I have the amazing ability to "pause" whatever might have been occupying my mind, make my comment or answer a question, and "resume" it as if the interruption never happened!

For the unenlightened: you should master this ability. I'm thinking of doing an instructional video.

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Thinking about sex at the meeting?

by gilwarrior in

when i went to the meetings, i couldn't concentrate, so i would daydream all the time.

i noticed that most of the time i would think about sex!

i would look at some of the young ladies and imagine having sex with them.

AvailableLight

I often thought about my girlfriend and what we had done just before the meeting...

Since we worked together, we'd often hook up after work. The post-O lull would always calm me; especially if I had to give a talk, though sometimes I may have seemed a little too laid back.

If they only knew...

I'm still dating her and I still fantasize about her at meetings - though now that I have taken a serious look at the JW religion I find that I actually pay attention now more than I ever did before. Even so, my mind is often wandering and often stumbles into thoughts about sex.

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Overclocked Jesus

by AvailableLight in

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http://bbspot.com/news/2002/03/ocjesus.html

AvailableLight

http://bbspot.com/News/2002/03/ocjesus.html

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New Discoveries

by AvailableLight in

was thinking about the ways being a jw can suppress major aspects of a person's sexuality.. after leaving, what things about yourself or your partner surprised you that would never have been revealed as jw(s)?.

i'll list two for now, then possibly more later.. my girlfriend and i are more or less at the very beginnings of our exit phase - a phase that will likely extend for some time into the future.

this is one secret we share.. we've always, even as strong jws, been very open and interested in sex.

AvailableLight

:D

You have no idea. If you want more of the story, let me know and I'll e-mail you.

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New Discoveries

by AvailableLight in

was thinking about the ways being a jw can suppress major aspects of a person's sexuality.. after leaving, what things about yourself or your partner surprised you that would never have been revealed as jw(s)?.

i'll list two for now, then possibly more later.. my girlfriend and i are more or less at the very beginnings of our exit phase - a phase that will likely extend for some time into the future.

this is one secret we share.. we've always, even as strong jws, been very open and interested in sex.

AvailableLight

Was thinking about the ways being a JW can suppress major aspects of a person's sexuality.

After leaving, what things about yourself or your partner surprised you that would never have been revealed as JW(s)?

I'll list two for now, then possibly more later.

My girlfriend and I are more or less at the very beginnings of our exit phase - a phase that will likely extend for some time into the future. This is one secret we share.

We've always, even as strong JWs, been very open and interested in sex. But now that we no longer feel the guilt associated with sex as a JW, we've come to enjoy porn together, secretly of course.

That's one.

The second is my girlfriend's bisexual leanings...

Perhaps this post will interest her enough to register and post some things herself...

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The Onion on God's "Monotheopoly"

by AvailableLight in

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great article:.

http://www.theonion.com/onion3803/judge_orders_god.html.

enjoy!

AvailableLight

Great article:

http://www.theonion.com/onion3803/judge_orders_god.html

Enjoy!

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Can you be Df'ed without a JC?

by BritBoy in

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as most of you know, i quietly left the borg and moved countries.

recently i heard from an ex jw back in my former country of residence that she had heard i had been df'ed and it was announced at a meeting... can they do this?

if it is true that is!

AvailableLight

bj-

That sounds like a fascinating story. Have you shared it in a previous thread or published it online? I'd like to read about it.

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The No Subscription StopGap

by metatron in

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if subscriptions really are due to end in the u.s., i can see.

certain advantages for the society:.

1) they're having trouble getting more slave labor for bethel.

AvailableLight

Difficult to tell what the impact of this will really be. One question that has been in my mind regarding the issue is whether there is a significant number of unbelievers that actually have subscriptions anyway.

I have always held the opinion that the vast majority of subscriptions were held by witnesses.

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