I see that you all are not trying to convert or anything which is cool, you are just offering to take a view from all angles not just one which is fine. You though must also understand my position, if I simply turn away because of things that you have said or things I have read on your website or any other for that matter, then I have no respect for myself in my faith. That is why I do stand firm in my beliefs. I understand all religions have their faults, and even if there are crooked people in the organization for the most part the people down here are doing what is needed and required of the Bible. I am not going to worry about them when the end comes and judgment is passed upon them, I am going to worry about doing what I am supposed to be doing. And it is not that I do not feel that I am not strong enough to just read what other posts say here but it is something I would not wish to do. My beliefs are enough for me, I do not need other external sources outside of the Bible. I mean last week a mormon stopped by the door talking to me about sticks and extra book and preaching for two years etc and I knew more about their own religion than they did. That is not the first time. I was a Catholic once and the "father's" favorite phrase was, "God works in mysterious ways," or when asked about Gods name after reading it in the KJV he said, "oh yes that is his name, but we do not think it is important, just have Jesus in your heart." Uhh ok. I am not saying that is what you all are, but honestly have most of you stuck to the same high moral standards that you once followed? Not trying to accuse just a point. One of my friends became apostate and he looks very different, just somone I would not want around my kids ya know? My best friend passed away not too long ago also, did I blame God like many people do? No and I wait until I see him again if it is what Jehovah wants. Even if Jehovah seems unfair to some people I would not care, he created me and I humbly owe my life to him. I do not need sympathy from people that think I am wrong, all I ask is to take me for what I am just like you ask. We can be here for months typing and typing back and forth and eventually what will honestly happen is I will start adopting ideas from here as well. Not because I was not strong enough but because I would probably be spending much more of my time here than elsewhere. Just like with anything else, you spend enough time doing it you begin to live it. May this be the last post, I think I have learned a lot of things about you guys which is cool I think, but I must stick to what I see best for me and not for what others see.
Kind regards,
H.