Thank you! And i will be sure to give my mum your regards. How have you been?
Vivamus
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My suicide attempt yesterday...
by Gregor injust when you think life could not possibly kick you in the teeth any worse something like james browns passing blind sides you.
after listening to "i feel good" several times, including a half hearted attempt to dance to it, i swallowed an entire package of m&ms and drank a half pint of brandy.
fortunately my wife found me in time and forced me to drink a scotch and soda.
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My suicide attempt yesterday...
by Gregor injust when you think life could not possibly kick you in the teeth any worse something like james browns passing blind sides you.
after listening to "i feel good" several times, including a half hearted attempt to dance to it, i swallowed an entire package of m&ms and drank a half pint of brandy.
fortunately my wife found me in time and forced me to drink a scotch and soda.
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Vivamus
I have to admit, the topic title made me think "wow, pathetic attention seeker", the post itself me me laugh.
The subject of suicide, gawd, that subject just makes me cry. I have come out of a relationship with a man who regurarly said "i will not live beyond 40, life is just too damn hard, it's not worth it, i will end it" - in various ways and means. It made me panic, and hurt me, and made me panic. Why would he do that, how would i go on without him, why would he say that ... etc etc.
I can only imagine the total feeling of emptyness someone must feel to consider suicide. But i can even more understand the feeling of loss their family and friends have. I cannot condone it, i cannot feel sympathy for those that do commit suicide. And i will never consider it to be okay.
(((Mouthy))) i have missed talking to you.
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From JW to pornostar
by DannyBloem injust watching a show now, kind of a reality show where a woman explains that she was a jw, and now is most known porno star here.. she was married also this week i think, and has her own show now.
funny.. can not post pictres here, they are all not really suitable.
but google for "kim holland".
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I thought she had hollandhottie.nl for a website .. could not find it a few days ago tho ... so that's wher she went kim.holland.nl She's always wearing crosses too ... kinda reminds me ... of me
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Maybe you can help ... my queste for 17+ years ...
by Vivamus inwhen i was a kid, we used to spend every weekend at my grandparants house.
my grammy had a huge leather brown couch, on which we watched movies (i was either on the couch or hiding in her arms cuz the movie scared me sh*tless).
one day, we were watching a movie, which endscene has haunted my mind ever since.
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Hey Viv ... I still have Karaoke-inspired nightmares
People are never gonna let me forget that one .... Lmao.
Nice to see this place still bustling and blooming Simon, good job
LT
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Maybe you can help ... my queste for 17+ years ...
by Vivamus inwhen i was a kid, we used to spend every weekend at my grandparants house.
my grammy had a huge leather brown couch, on which we watched movies (i was either on the couch or hiding in her arms cuz the movie scared me sh*tless).
one day, we were watching a movie, which endscene has haunted my mind ever since.
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OMG!!!! Bronte and 4JWY, that's it!! It sounds like it!!! YAH!! *does happy dance* ... gonna go on the internet see if I can order it somewhere... THANX!!!!!
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Maybe you can help ... my queste for 17+ years ...
by Vivamus inwhen i was a kid, we used to spend every weekend at my grandparants house.
my grammy had a huge leather brown couch, on which we watched movies (i was either on the couch or hiding in her arms cuz the movie scared me sh*tless).
one day, we were watching a movie, which endscene has haunted my mind ever since.
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Stillajwexelder ... nah, actually I am deeply cynical and have a big loathing for the illcapacity of mankind to make this world a better place. It's just that sometimes ... I love teary movies.
Stealyourface I'll try that one, thanks for the suggestion.
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Maybe you can help ... my queste for 17+ years ...
by Vivamus inwhen i was a kid, we used to spend every weekend at my grandparants house.
my grammy had a huge leather brown couch, on which we watched movies (i was either on the couch or hiding in her arms cuz the movie scared me sh*tless).
one day, we were watching a movie, which endscene has haunted my mind ever since.
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Aww Lady Lee, Many hugs and kisses to you
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Adam & Eve were ...... ALIENS!!
by robhic ini was spending my big new year's eve watching a twilight zone marathon last night on the sci-fi channel and one of the episodes was especially interesting.
it starts with an astronaut crashing on a (seemingly) deserted planet.
he gets in radio contact with his home base and is informed that they are about to have a global nuclear war and can't come to save him.
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Adam saying "I'm the more intelligent one" ??? ... LOL, must be aliens for sure
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Board silent about BIG NEWS???????????
by blindersoff in.
does anyone know why the board has fallen strangely silent about the 'big news'?.
not being critical; just curious.. b
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Big news? The part where it was proven that the substitute means for bloodtransfusion are actually not healthy at all ... as the watch tower suggested.? Cuz that really isn't that big. Or did I miss reall big news?
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Maybe you can help ... my queste for 17+ years ...
by Vivamus inwhen i was a kid, we used to spend every weekend at my grandparants house.
my grammy had a huge leather brown couch, on which we watched movies (i was either on the couch or hiding in her arms cuz the movie scared me sh*tless).
one day, we were watching a movie, which endscene has haunted my mind ever since.
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Well, this is from Camille, she dies in a chair... http://www.filmsite.org/cami3.html
In an exquisite, classic deathbed scene, she makes a great effort to stand and greet Armand as he enters. Her eyes and face are joyous and bright for their reunion. But in moments, she is exhausted and debilitated - he sweeps his fragile love into his arms as she falls:
Marguerite: It's you. It's not a dream.
Armand: No, it's not a dream. I'm here with you in my arms, at last.
Marguerite: At last.
Armand: You're weak.
Marguerite: No, no. Strong. (She collapses into a chair.) It's my heart. It's not used to being happy.He babbles to her about his reaffirmation of love and promises to stay with her forever - now that he understands her love-as-renunciation. He plans for their happy future together, beginning with a trip to the country where she can get well. She gains sustenance and power from his ardor and support.
Armand: I've been everywhere trying to forget how much I loved you. When I came back a week ago, I was still determined to forget you. Forget you - as if I could. Forgive me.
Marguerite: Forgive you?
Armand: And to think I couldn't see into this heart I knew so well and see that it was sacrificing itself for me. No good can come to either of us without the other. I know that now.
Marguerite: I know that too.
Armand: And nothing will separate us ever again.The future is ours. My whole life belongs to you. I'll take you far away from Paris where there are no unhappy memories for either of us. Where the sun will help me take care of you and make you well again. We'll go back to the country where we were happy all one summer.
Marguerite: Oh, oh if only we could. If only we could.
Armand: We can, we will as soon as you're well enough.
Marguerite: Well I'm well now. Call Nanine.
Armand: Nanine!
Marguerite: Take me today.
Armand: Yes. Nanine! Nanine. Help Madame to dress. We're going to the country today. Don't worry. I'll take good care of her.Marguerite falters however - she goes limp and cries that she isn't strong enough. After he calls for the doctor, places her in a chaise and kneels at her side, she experiences sadness for a love that she has lost forever in the temporal world. But she's not self-deluded - her death will release them from an untenable relationship into a more spiritual, mystical relationship.
Marguerite: The doctor? If you can't make me live, how can he?
Armand: No. Don't say such things, Marguerite. You'll live, you must live.
Marguerite: Perhaps it's better if I live in your heart, where the world can't see me. If I'm dead, there'll be no staying of our love.
Armand: (embracing her) Shhh. Don't say such things, Marguerite, even if we can't go to the country today. Think of how happy we were once, how happy we shall be again. (She signals death when her eyes burst open once. She crumbles and falls lifeless, but remains tranquil with a gentle smile on her face.) Think of the day you found the four leaf clover, and all the good luck it's going to bring us. Think of the vows we heard Nichette and Gustave make and that we're going to make to each other. This is for life Marguerite. (He looks at her and notices she has already passed away. He is horrified that this is the end.) Marguerite. Marguerite! No, don't leave me. Marguerite come back. (He buries his face on her breast, weeping.)The film ends with a final fade-out, close-up shot of Marguerite's lovely, radiant face - imperishable in death.