(((((((((hugs))))))))
Such pain weights heavy. It's good you let it out, and i hope the future will bring you people who love you, and who will be your new family.
Vivamus
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In Memorandum
by RichieRich init was the 14th of april last year that i had to sit my mother down and tell her i was an apostate.. i was closer to her than anyone else.
my father and mother are still married, but he let her raise me as a witness, and that meant it was me and mom.. me and mom in field service for 100 hours in july because she had to make her time as a regular pioneer.. me and mom fighting over what to bring for lunch to the district convention.. me and mom up late at night, when she would berate me, and then unload all her problems on to me.. me and mom and our 4 hour family studies, where we discuss 2 paragraphs of a random book, and then she would browbeat me until early in the morning.. somehow, through all that, i pretended to be a witness for years, just to appease her.
looking back, i don't know if i loved her, or if i was just afraid of her.
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Predictions for posters here...Where they'll be in 5-7 years...
by megsmomma ini thought it would be fun to think of positive scenarios you could see happening to the posters here.....things that are realistic.
i believe by putting good thoughts out there....helps them come true.
so....have fun...and include a "prediction" for yourself!.
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Vivamus
Mouthy, LOL, you know better; the WT cannot be trusted but Flying High has some serious mojo regarding predictions
I shall be an insanly succesful business woman and have one kid and a partner. Well, at least the first part will be true
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Try to escape the Kingdom Hall parking lot
by JH inimagine that you want to leave before the end of the meetings, and there are many cars in your way....lol lets see if you can get out of the kingdom hall parking and go home before the others.. http://www.seattlemasons.org/games/parkinglot.html.
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Vivamus
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guess i am one of those female drivers
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Vivamus
Regarding Puck who likes to clean up after someone else has cooked, and has a g/f....
Damn, the good ones are always taken.
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So long, and thanks for all the kids...
by Paralipomenon ini recently remembered this jw rumor that went circulating around when i was younger.
two sisters call on a door in service and is confronted by an obviously demon possessed individual.
(the details always changed, floating lamps, speaking in tongues, the usual folklore) sensing a disturbance in the force the younger sister leaves but the older pioneer sister stays determined to give her witness.
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Vivamus
Not that one, but i was told many demon-stories. They freaked me out (stupid lil blonde girl)....
Like, a wife would be raped by demons at night while her husband, next to her, does not notice. ....
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Earth Changes v Armageddon
by Pleasuredome inif in our lifetime there happens to be huge cataclysmic events that happen on earth, like mass volcanic erruptions coupled with tsunamis, or pole shift etc... would you have a trouble in thinking that it wasn't armageddon?
would you pray to good old jovo?
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Vivamus
Well, no. But i would think maybe its time we start exploring other worlds or something. Seems to me we are ruining this one pretty quick. Man is great in its destruction capabilities...
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Who still fears the big 'A'?
by lfcviking ini have been left for about 18 months now and am trying to get 'unindoctrinated' or 'unbrainwashed' or whatever is the correct term is.
but there still exists in me a considerable fear of 'armaggeddon'.
whether the jw teaching of 'armaggeddon' is true or not i am not sure, but such was their very powerful strong mental indoctrination of this event it has left me with what i think will be a permenant fear for the rest of my days.
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Vivamus
When i broke free, i knew all the teachings were nonsense. About a year after I left, a huge thunderstorm broke free and my car was hit with enormous hailstones. My thought, in a nanosecond was "Armageddon has begun".
I've never been more pissed at myself than in that moment. brainwashing goes very deep, it takes time to get rid of it. Analyse your fear and don't run away from it. It will go away eventually.
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TIME FOR ANOTHER LAUGH!
by Dansk infeel free to post your jokes here!.
a man sees a sign in front of a house in luton: 'talking dog for sale.
' he rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the back garden.
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Vivamus
Hi Dansk i will do so.
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How often did you get up to go to the toilet at the KH?
by JH inyes, this is another jh survey.....lmao.
entering the hall, i went to the toilet to comb my hair and see if i was presntable.
then once more to wash my hands because too many handshakes....yuck.
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Vivamus
I can't remember. I know I did'nt go out of boredom. I just drew evil pictures of elders when bored. Or whispered with my mum about the horrid pronounciation of the speaker, or stupid theory, or something. We weren't the most perfect listeners. I even said "idiot" once rather loud when someone made a mistake.
Actually no wonder they DFéd me.
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TIME FOR ANOTHER LAUGH!
by Dansk infeel free to post your jokes here!.
a man sees a sign in front of a house in luton: 'talking dog for sale.
' he rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the back garden.
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Vivamus
Loved the mummy joke and the speaking dog.
Hated the cat on from Tyrone, seriously disgusts me. How can anyone laugh at that.