when you left the jw's did you start smoking cigarettes or had you already started smoking cigarettes before?
and for those who became jw's later on in life, were you smoking cigarettes before joing the organization and was it hard to stop?
and now how many cigarettes do you smoke a day?
Well, I smoked 1 ciggie out of rebellion when I left
But I really started smoking when my grammy got sick, just to calm the nerves I guess. By now, I am a total addict, and smoke about a pack a day ... unless I am really calm and centered, then maybe half a pack...
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were you considered a 'good mate'?.
did you feel like a piece of meat?.
guys/girls' opinions welcome.
I was anything but the perfect girl. I was horrible, looked horrible, dressed horrible and everything... blech.
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post your dressing up picts... .
blue bubblegum girl
Lol, thank you for the -faces and the whistles,
Lutece, WOW, you look amazing (and sexy as heel if you don't mind me saying )
Forty, LMAO, pretty scary!
And OMG, Morton! I want pictures of that! Hooker-witch, those are the best
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post your dressing up picts... .
blue bubblegum girl
Lol, thanx Valis.
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post your dressing up picts... .
blue bubblegum girl
Post your dressing up picts... Please, so I don't feel silly posting mine
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a 25-year-old man who had repeatedly exposed himself outside st. maria goretti school in philadelphia got his comeuppance when a crowd of angry catholic girls chased him down, and got their revenge.
cnn anchor anderson cooper spoke with two of the students.
it being halloween, when we heard this story, a movie title flashed into our heads: "attack of the angry catholic school girls.
Excellent.
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let's face it, we all rock, and we know it!
try this test on emode.. http://www.emode.com/tests/rockstar/authorize/register.jsp?url=/tests/rockstar/index.jsp.
oh yeah, the rock star in you is definitely the ultimate bad boy, eminem.
Just kill me now:
Britney Spears.
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i consider all who post here as my family.we have all been hurt in some way.my brother died today.. blueblades,who has six sisters left.mom,dad,one sister and two brothers died.i'm the only man in the family now.
(((Blueblades)))
Personally, I take comfort in knowing that the loved ones still live on, because we remember them. Their actions, words, jokes, habits, and the most important, the impact they had on our lives. By remembering, they are still with us.
I'm sorry for your loss.
it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.
i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.
right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.
Thank you JH, I did sleep wonderfully well afterwards. Big Tex, reduce stress levels, eh? ((BT)) Estee, no worries, even *should* I totally believe it was demonz, be haunted for the rest of my natural life and thereafter, I WILL NEVER go back to that hall. The elders can kiss my ass, all hell can freeze over, and I would still not move an inch in that direction. Lol, no worries there. Thanx Avi Gumby, yeah me too. I had those nightmares when I just left. Big bolts of fire were consuming me cuz I turned my back on Jah, ahem... Just showes how brainwashed we were, and how our minds were trained like puppets. Leave, and alll hell (at least in the mind) breaks loose. Valis, you're a sweetheart. No need to go to the coffeeshop tho, got some right here Gumby, lol _ Blue Bubblegum Girl
it's 2 am, and my whole country is asleep and i badly need to talk, and someone to hold me.
i have been out of this fucking cult for nearly two years, and i have not been bothered by demonz since then ... until now.
right.. i woke up, not able to breathe and see a thing, and i grabbed the phone to call my boyfriend, but i must have misdialed ( thank god, cuz he'd think i was nuts otherwise) and then i tried to scream, but i couldn't.
Thanx all, I'm better now. Lol, I am not lying when I say I felt like a three year old baby, wishing mummy was here, lol.
I remember having episodes like this while I was a JW, and it blissfully was gone after three months of pure nightmares after getting DF. I thought I'd never had that again. Blamed it totally on the cult making me panick about deeemonz and stuff, and believing my now logical-wired-mind would not be bothered with that. I should look up on this sleep-paralysis.
One of the articles mentioned that a screwed-up sleeping pattern, and stress could induce it, well, I have certainly had my share of that the last couple of weeks, so i am just going to blame it on that..
((((Hugs to all))))
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