thank you bluesbrother for that post, I had brought my Proclaimers book (not actually mine, checked it out from the library) but on pg 717 was what I wanted to post.
Sometimes you hear something said once and then when you hear again you remember the first time you heard it. And this saying I've been hearing "ALOT" lately is:"Wait and see how the ends gonna be", or something of that nature, but basically it is saying just wait and see how it will turn out. And lately, I've come to a mental decision in my personal matter and I prayed that if I'm wrong about the things we've been discussing on this board, then I pray for forgiveness. But I have found too many inconsistences with the JW organization and if we're all wrong God forgive us, but if we're all right, please deliver those still trapped like I was.
I just wish I could talk to and relate the things I've learned from this board to some of the people I love and care about that still in the borg and help them to see whats going on but at the same time if I'm wrong then I don't want to be a "stumbling block".
It erks me so much how they always have an excuse or some JW "reason" for everything that you can prove to them that is wrong. Or like my mom told me, it may be incorrect but where else you gonna go? I'd rather be in a wrong church than be in a religion that directs your every move and when you move outside the box you're cut off from everyone. Sorry about the ranting but I'm just so so so ummm....sick of all this bull crap. Ok that's enough..i'm gone now....