My dub mom and I had a similiar conversation. She was very irate and upset because I have been faithfully attending chuch. And I told her that JW's are not the "one true religion" Her response and I quote, "Even so, I still would not go running to some church"....So in other words, even if proven that dubs are not the one true religion I'm quite sure many of them feel just like my mom, where else can they go?? They've been brainwashed for so long that they can't function not doing dublike things.
It took me a while to finally break away too. And even if I wasn't going to church, deep down inside after knowing just half of the things I know now, I wouldn't keep going to the hall. I always felt uneasy about not speaking to someone after they were df'd. Didn't think it was right then and now that I am df'd myself, I still don't like it.