(((((((( Decki ))))))))))
It's never wrong to cry over the loss of a loved person, place, or thing. Especially a helpless puppy.
Awwww, dear. With everything else too. The Morton Salt Girl can stop pooring now.
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Our Puppy did not make it.
by Sparkplug inwell after going to bed early for it has been a long day i was awaken by my fourteen year old and she was crying for the vet just called and the puppy i got them two weeks ago just died.
the breeder was at an expo at city hall and they all gave me those "mom i am going to die if i don't have her" looks till i forked over money i did not have for this lil baby beagle.
we brought her home and i thought my she must be so tired for she slept a lot the first day.
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A miniture English Garden for you hon!
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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Ok, the card front has a simple watercolour picture of a beach and lighthouse.
The front says "Faith, Sorrow, Comfort, Caring"
Inside sez "While your heart is healing ... ... please know I'm praying."
I dated it today, "our" mother's birthday, and wrote "I'm sorry for the loss of your mother." -Brenda. It's going in the post.
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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I want each and every one of you to know how much your kind words have meant to me. Because of the emotional hangover, I'm in physical pain today - fibromyalgia flareup. But this, too, shall pass.
((((((((( Thank you all )))))))))))
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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Grace has offered a solution to my step-sister's nastiness:
Today would have been my mom's 89th birthday. I will go out today and purchase a sympathy card and send it to my sister, with todays date on it, postmarked today, and simply write "I'm sorry your lost your mother", and sign it.
As my brain worked thru all this crap, I see where she could ask "What do you mean, she was your mother too". and my response "yes, she was. but you had a different relationship with her and she was a different person for you, than she was allowed to be for me."
If she askes if it is an apology from me, "no, it says exactly what I meant for it to say. I have not offered an apology."
This should suffice for Christian love and communication for the moment. Until I can come up with some other love bombings to do.
Am I coming at this out of resentment? Yes. I am. But I have a point to make about Christian love. I'm above her bullchit. They don't know how to take the high road. Only the high ass.
PS -- It may not even elicit a response, and that's fine too.
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Remember Me?
by prophecor inmy voice hasn't been heard here in quite some time.
i just wanted everyone to know that you all are truly missed.
since having no access to the internet, i no longer can keep up with all that's going on, from the inside-out.
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PS -- I know you know this.... "when going thru hell, keep moving, or you'll get scorched"
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Remember Me?
by prophecor inmy voice hasn't been heard here in quite some time.
i just wanted everyone to know that you all are truly missed.
since having no access to the internet, i no longer can keep up with all that's going on, from the inside-out.
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(((((( Arthur ))))))) Mythical King of Philadelphia has returned! YAY!
Art, I have missed you, and have wondered where and how you've been. I see your name on my address book, but I haven't made the opportunity to write (slaps own wrist) But never forgotton, and always loved.
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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Have you got worldly family and friends that could write your sibs letters that shame them?
Wow! Yes, I do! Poztates and worldly friends I call family. (((FHN))) Thank You So Very Very Much for that!!!!
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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Ok. dammit. I'm bawling now. I wish I could write each one of you and tell you how much your hugs mean to me. an I may just do that.
Annie - go ahead and vent. Your post bolstered me greatly, as have all of yours.
I think you should write a really great, scathing letter. Dump all that shit back on them where it belongs. This is not your burden or your "doing" -- it is THEIRS. And once the letter has been sent, wash your hands of the whole thing. You have found the free person within you, so nurture her and embrace the love of the universe.
Thank you Nina. This is what I intend to do, and divorce myself of them. The "sibs" never treated me much as family - my brother is far worse than my sister (both step-sibs - as I was adopted).
I intend to write a very proper, appropriate Christian letter using the New Testiment, maybe just the gospels to reinforce my letter. Lay it all out in front of them, and show them true christian (buddhist, jewish, pagan) loving kindness, forgive them their tresspasses as god forgives us ours. Then just walk away. They'll discover soon enough the truth.
Freedom has a price. Some times for some people it can be a high one. But I am grateful that I have my freedom, and that I spent the last 30 years (mostly - you know how it goes when we want our parents approval -- we do stoopid things) free of JWism. But at a price more precious than diamonds - or however that scripture reads.
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Mom Died -- and I found out from an old friend!
by BrendaCloutier inok, i'm writing this thru tears as i just found out in the last 5 minutes.
my dad died in august, and they had been together just 1 or 2 weeks over 70 years married!
i didn't expect her to last without him, and visa versa.. i just tried to call my sister, and no answer there.
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the latest installment.
Response from my "sister":
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And my lovely polite response to her:Quote:
Every member of my so called "family" will receive a flaming letter from me, outlining my resentments and anger, and the NWT reference , I'll use their own bible against them.
I can't believe I didn't swear in that. much more effective.