Well after going to bed early for it has been a long day I was awaken by my fourteen year old and she was crying for the vet just called and the puppy I got them two weeks ago just died. The breeder was at an expo at City Hall and they all gave me those "mom I am going to die if I don't have her" looks till I forked over money I did not have for this lil baby beagle.
We brought her home and I thought my she must be so tired for she slept a lot the first day. Then the second day she did not really move around. By the third day it was bad and on the fourth my roommate came home early from work and took her to the vet. She had Parvo. Then after a week of fighting, our poor little baby had distemper.
She fought another week and tonight the vet who was quite attached called with his voice cracking telling my roommate that he did not think she would make it. It was too late to call back and well as I said, we did get a call and she could fight any more. She was so tiny. I have no idea how she made it this long for she only ate once really and that was the other day when I went in and thought I was going to have to put her down. Instead she had eaten finally and it looked as if there may be hope. Two days later now, I have a house full of bawling kids. Three angry and heartbroke adults and no puppy. Not to add a lot less money and still more to pay on a puppy we did not get to see but for a few hours really.
How can these breeders do this? Sell a puppy that is registered etc, shots and everything in order and yet Parvo? Distemper?
I am pretty down. Not to mention trying to explain to my youngest that although I anm going to the hospital Monday, it is not a vet, and that I don't have parvo or worms. And then top it all off with No we will not get another puppy. I told her I would call the people in charge of taking care of puppies who are treated bad. I called them puppy cops and try to get the breeder in trouble.
My girl is smart though and wants to know if all the puppies at the puppy sale are sick now and if so, what happens when they die.
Aaaauuuuggghhhh. Some days I just want to be held and have a good cry. But most people I know that are available for that are upset about stuff themselves over stuff so much harder than puppies and as a friend told me, this is the cycle of life. I know this, I just have lost so many things I love lately...is it too wrong to want to cry over a puppy to someone?
Stupid I know. I am just really sad and mad and tired.