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still waiting
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patiently waiting
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waiting waiting
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waiting patiently
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oh so patiently
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for a link
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to an mp3
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or some such thing
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eh? tetragod satan?
don't forget about me
~Merry
MerryMagdalene
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Road Trip to Hell (for those of you on the lefthand path)
by tetrapod.sapien ini like being an amature.
but what was it then that god and mary had?.
then there's jesus and that luscious mary magdalene,.
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New here,i hope someone might help,my abuser hung himself
by Linzlou24 inhi,ummm ive just discovered this site and im not sure why im even writing this but im at rockbottom and i dont know how feel,maybe im just searching to find someone who might understand and help me understand because i feel so alone and ashamed,confused and sad,even people might find me bad because of how these events turned...but im not bad inside,ive always been such a soft caring person at heart,im a good person just always been lost,alone and confused....ill try not babble too much but from the beggining dad was here one minute,not the next and then not at all,to this day still never bothers,mum remarried when i was about 4,this was the guy who sexually abused me at 7,{mum never knew},they had a baby together...i found my brother dead in his cot,he died from cotdeath,and it was just all downhill from there with my life,that was after my brother i was abused by him....they split when i was around 8 and i guess my mum looking back now on it now just went on her own mission but it wasnt easy for me,she fell for another guy and we moved from one place to the next,every time i started a new school and made friends,it was time pack up and go and start all over.....
mum settled again and remarried a third time when i was around 12,id started a new high school,maybe its just those teens but i went off the rails with mum,i was terrible,didnt mean to be,but i blamed her for all my hurt and life and id rebel at everything,drinking started,running away started and i just wish now i could have felt close when alls i wanted was to love and be loved back...the next bit until now{im 25 now} is what is killing more than ever and id very much appreciate your thoughts because im lower than ever and still scared....mum is very much here in my life now...its only been a few months but shes heartbroken and the love and understanding has been tremendous off her,she blames herself but i blame me.....
when i started the new highschool i met this girl,she became my friend at the time and it was so good to have a friend id do anything she said....anyway she needed some money once and said i know this guy you can come to with me and he will pay you to touch your boobs,thats when it started i agreed because if i said no then shed probably laughed at me,so i went....,it sounds strange{he was nearly 50} but he was very very nice,and said i dont like the person whos brought you up here,shes nasty...,i hated him touch me but i was scared....but at same time i felt i could really trust him,me and this girl never did stay friends....theres another big big part in all of this,but from 13 this guy became the bestest friend i ever had in my whole life,but everything was a big secret,its lasted years...he had an hold over me,though i knew he was supposed be my friend i knew he musnt really be one else he wouldnt put me through the torture of crying and not coping when i had my baby...my babe is 8now but still when i let him touch my boobs so i can buy the best part of my life something nice or take him somewhere that man would buy bigger and better and undermine all my hurt....
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I have nothing to add to what these lovely folks have said to you. But I do welcome you and wish you all the best as you seek help in recovering from the harm that has been done to you.
With love,~Merry
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What was the purpose having Eight Day assembly?
by VM44 inrunning man has posted his account of an eight day assembly from the 1960s.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/109297/1.ashx.
what i would like to know is, what was the purpose in having eight days for the assembly?.
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*sigh* My mother fell in love during one of those.
But I can't even imagine what it must have been like to drive from Washington State to New York (which is what her family did), then spend 8 days sitting in a stadium, sleeping in a camp trailor at night. She always made it sound like quite an adventure, though.
I especially liked hearing the part about her being serenaded at night by a boy sitting outside her little window, playing his guitar and singing Spanish love songs. But I guess that's slightly off-topic
~Merry (of the "looking for love in all the wrong places" class)
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Hello, hope everyone is fine and dandy
by New Worldly Translation inhi dudes & dudesses,.
i haven't posted on here for a while, so i thought i'd say hi.. i left off visiting the forum last year cos i figured i needed to forget all about the jw's and re-invent myself and my life.
harder than i thought though as all my family are jw's and infuriating as they are, they're pretty much the only friends i have at the moment.
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MerryMagdalene
Good to have you back NWT. I can identify with this:
you feel you've been duped once so you have to get as much info about everything so you can make an informed decision
Hope you enjoy the board again.
~Merry
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Film Scenes that got burnt onto your memory
by greendawn inwhat were some film scenes that pleased or horrified you so much that they stayed vivid in your memory for a long time?
the one i always recall is the scene where anthony hopkins (playing as hannibal lector) lobotomised ray liotta (paul krendler) cutting off pieces of his brain and giving them to him to eat.
he also took some of liotta's cooked brain in a plane and gave them to an unsuspecting passenger boy sitting next to him to eat.
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Johhny Got His Gun
Bladerunner
The Seventh Seal
~Merry
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MerryMagdalene
Hey, r.b., were you trying to post a poem or something and it didn't all find it's way onto the page? That happens sometimes...
If not, then--what sixy said
~Merry
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It REALLY does hurt
by inaneframe inwhere to begin?
new here... i was raised jehovah's witness and am still confused by the experience.
heh, deep down i think i still feel guilty for even coming here.
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MerryMagdalene
Warm welcome, inaneframe. This a great place to talk things out. Glad you found it
~Merry
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MerryMagdalene
Adorable
~Merry
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My personal experience and reunion
by vitty inhi everyone, ive just recieved and set up our new computer, after ours died 3 weeks ago.
all my favorite sites have disapeared and so if anyone can help me with thoms web page id be gratedful.
ive really missed being able to click onto this site, a lot has happened in the last 3 months, some of it is still on going.
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Welcome back! Looking forward to hearing more...
~Merry
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Welcome scorchio
by MissBehave ineveryone say hello to scorchio.
i look forward to his very informative and insightful posts.
and if his posts so far today are a good indication i know i will be well entertained.
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I don't suppose there's any chance we could keep Scorchio confined to this one thread, is there?
Then we could come feed it and play with it when we want, but wouldn't have to be bothered with it making messes on the other threads...
~Merry
