And if there are any actual witnesses out there who can encourage me, then please speak up, too!
Hi Cyre,
You won't find many "actual witnesses" posting on this site to encourage you. This is mostly a XJW site and the WTS strongly discourages its members from visiting any site other than the societies official website. Imagine that? A group whose teachings are so easily disproved that they tell their members not to read anything that might bring to question what they teach.
I'm sure you are getting slurped up one side and down the other by them, NOW. After baptism, that all changes because then they have you. Do not do anything until you have researched the WTS thoroughly. Of course, witnesses will strongly DISCOURAGE you from doing that. Ask yourself, "why would they do that"?
Visit those sites that are listed on the bottom of this page. Freeminds is a very good place to start. Plus, the books that have been recommended to you so far.
If you can ignore some of the arguing that goes on, read many of the personal stories here. Some offer sad testimony to the power a bunch a wrinkled old men in Brooklyn, NY, can have over peoples lives and the resulting devastation.
My own family was ripped in two over 20 years ago. Over what? A few lines in the Watchtower magazine regarding associating with family members who simply don't want to be witnesses anymore. They may claim they don't shun, but reality tells a very different story.
I wish you well and please gather as much information from various sources as you can and be suspicious of anyone, or anything, that tells you to do otherwise.
Andee
Edited by - BeautifulGarbage on 30 October 2002 20:13:31