zen & pole - first of all I have to ask you a personal question: are you ex JW's? If you are, I can understand why, as one of my personal (yet hidden) peeves was the inability to have a meaningful conversation above the repetition of "Bible, Field Service, Study, Meetings!"
zen, you seem to be a Quantum Mechanic. I especially appreciated your statement on everything being illusory, primarily because I agree with you. But probably not to the depth that you go. After having read a rather poorly illustrated explanation of Schroedinger's Cat and the paradox of quantum uncertainty, the physicist who authored the book quoted The Beatles, "Nothing is real." (Strawberry Fields) After all, if the things that make up the things that make up the things that make up us aren't real, are we real? Obviously, as gravity vs. Calculus was to Newton, the uncertainty principle is waiting for a new invention in math before it can be properly described. However, and this is totally unscientific, on a personal note, I believe in God. Primarily, because it seems obvious. But also, because without the thought that he does exist and we actually are going somewhere, this all becomes really, really boring. I mean, so what if all of this is happeneing if nobody cares? ("I was once walking in a forest by myself when a tree fell right in front of me and I didn't hear it." Steven Wright) Which brings up free will, which can be dissected and divided down to the quantum level and it becomes as mysterious as everything else; but, if God has even the most tiniest modicum of any sort of intelligence at all, he will absolutely assure and insure that there is free will.
pole - your discussion on time as per the english language is cool. It was rather intersting to me a few years back when I red an article in an engineering mag about how (I think is was HP, but it might have been Bell Labs) had managed to make a fempto-second ( what is it, 10 to the minus 11 seconds). How do you make a division of time, seems to me it's already there. I don't know if you've ever studied much about the Navaho understanding of time, but it is interesting. I haven't studied it at all, but I understand that they do not see things as being in the past or in the future, they believe that everything is just in different parts of now. Curiously enough, this concept of time seems to be a lot more in line with Membrane theory than the traditional western sand grains thru the hourglass idea. The idea of that nether-world existing in the .3 seconds of time between an acutal occurrence and our brain interpreting it is interesting. I was starting therapy with a psychologist who was asking me all of these "preliminary" questions, one of which was: have you been halucinating. I repled, "How the hell would I know?" but he didn't think it was funny. Like my answer to zen, though, I gotta believe there's a God, and unless he personifies stupidity, he would have had to give somebody (us? the porpoises?) free will, which would necessitate the advent of time. Or, rephrased, necessitate the advent of some sort of environment where our free will could be continually exercised in a non self-interfering way. (Which negates time travel by definition ala "The Butterfly Effect")