So much of this discussion is over my head, as I'm not a scholar. So I'll try to put in my blue-collar cents without sounding like I'm talking out of my butt.
As an active Christian, I realize my personal Christian beliefs are tinctured with some pagan flavor, mostly regarding nature. There is nowhere in my life I experience God stronger than when I'm immersed in nature. Be it camping, hiking, riding horses at my sister-in-laws, or just sitting in my backyard sunning with my animals. It is there in the silence (sometimes noise) of nature that I feel the presence of my Lord stronger than in many church services. I also believe there are layers of human psyche that can be "tapped" into, some have the gift to do it, others not, and many inbetween that experience it without realizing what they're experiencing. I've experienced that in nature, in orgasm, as well as in singing worship songs in my church. It is an experience of being separated, isolated and yet ONE with everything around me. It always leaves me understanding Life better. Less judgemental, more open, loved and more loving.
It doesn't surprise me that Christianity would be peppered with pagan beliefs, history, and mythology. But unlike many of my Christian friends, I try not to deny my Christian heritage. I embrace that my history would be flavored by other belief systems that teach the same core values of Christianity: love, live, let other do the same. *shrug* It seems so easy to me, but at the same time, I understand the uneasiness that some Christians have with knowing their history is peppered by pagan beliefs. Too many believe that pagan means occult, which I don't find the case.
Does any of this make sense to anyone else or do I sound crazy? I've never really come out to share these thoughts of mine before. I'm feeling a little vulnerable as I put these words down. Like I just walked into the AP class after having stepped off the short bus.