Biggest mistake of my life too!
I was baptised at 16 because my mother went on about 'what would the brothers say ' that I was still not baptised at 'my age'! She denys it completely now. Little liar!
I then continued to have children just so that no one would nag me about pioneering, or lack of.
I think back to what I could have been/had and get almightily angry. I had a grade A brain and vocation but it all went down the toilet.
I have though a wonderful husband and great kids but a hungry, and starved brain. I'm tied to domesticity and always craved something else.
Never will I let my children get involved in any form of religion!
I am angry with the WTBTS, disappointed with myself that I believed the lies for so long but very happy to be out!