Oh yes. I am off that treadmill of constant meetings, field service , prepare tbe next meeting etc.
Sometimes, even now I miss tbe sense of spirituality, the hope that I had... but it's no good if it is not true.
Overall I am happier in myself . I have not done a lot but I have kept my marriage and that has improved despite our differences of religion now. I am told I am a happier person .I certainly feel it.