I just want to thank everyone for their heartfelt advice and sharing their knowledge.
I went to the meeting last night. I talked to the 2 men and the people Iam studying with. And I became an unbaptized publisher. They did talk about going door to door....and I said I was unsure about that. They said it would come in time. There is no minimum hours, feel free to go anytime. Just set a small goal and work toward it. Maybe join the school later.
After this, I went and ate with my girlfriend and her family at OCharleys. I havent seen her this happy in a long time.
I dont know where this will lead. Ive read COC by Franz. There are parts of this organization that I do not care for. There are rules that I do not wholeheartedly agree with. But Iam hoping the good out weighs the bad. This may be naive on my part. But I will see what happens.
I will never stop learning or reading this board. Everyone should hear the good and bad of whatever they are going into. You must listen and answer your critics if you are to improve. Thanks again for all the support and info.