Sirona...I think you've probably nailed it. I think it's an individual thing. (I haven't investigated much else yet. The Dubs do a great job of trashing just about everyone) Some people (maybe me too) need a structured belief...others like my atheist girlfriend has very high ethical standards and doesn't believe in a "higher" power. A lot of it is probably how we were raised. The imprint left in our young minds. I believe people born into Dubs or other cults have more of a struggle.
Gopher...thanks. I might just try that...beats the hell outa poison and smoke bombs.
-BONEZZ