Posts by Dustin

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What is it all about? This life.

by dh in

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do you ever have those days, weeks, months, or even years where you just feel like your entire existence is completely pointless, when time has shot by and you feel like you have done none of the things that you set out to do so many years prior.

when you feel like you have been standing still forever.. you work your routine and live your life, maybe have some friends, but when you go to sleep at night you still feel like there is nothing, no point or reason or meaning for any of it, like life is a void, and all your actions, feelings and everything about you is simply designed to distract you from the fact that there is nothing, and if you're lucky you're so distracted that you never notice it at all.

it's like some insane cylce and you can never break it, no matter what you do or how you try.

Dustin

Here's a song I wrote about that, shortly after I left the organization. It's kind of evil and has some swearing but I figured I would share it with you. I'm thinking about using it with the rockband I'm working with. I was pretty depressed when I wrote it, I really felt betrayed by the organization and God himself for such lies being allowed to be taught. But although I'm a little hesitant to share here it is.

Sometimes along this road we?re left for dead

Buried and broken we make our bed

Lonely

Forsaken

Never will I repent

Never will I fucking repent

This life isn?t what it was meant to be

I wasted what should have been

Can?t I just live this life again?

Alone I break

And for what?

I thought God gave a fuck

Broken

Hopeless

Insanity

This life isn?t what it was meant to be

I wasted what should have been

Can?t I just live this life again?

Wicked

Angry

This is what I?ve come to be

My heart is tattooed with misery

I?m no longer who I once was

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah YEEEEEEEEEEAAAAH

This life isn?t what it was meant to be

I fucking wasted what should have been

Can?t I just live this life again?

I want this life over again

Broken

Hopeless

Blackness

There she is, my thoughts and feelings on this life after I left the organization.

Dustin

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YESTERDAY'S WT STUDY

by Mary in

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oh lordy, at yesterday's botchtower study, paragraph 17 (i think) asked what we personally found "encouraging" about the 2004 stats that are listed by country in the wt.

anyway, someone finally put up their hand and remarked about how wonderful it was to see that ethiopia had a 5% increase......ya, i guess if you're starving to death, who wouldn't want to hear that paradise is right around the corner.

one bro put up his hand and actually mentioned the fact that there was 0% increase in virtually all the industrialized nations, but that we "shouldn't let that discourage us".

Dustin

I remember even two or three years ago when I used to go there was still like a one or two percent increase in the U.S. I love the fact that the organization is finally starting to die the slow death it deserves. From what I understand through hearsay, the congregation I used to go to is drying up faster than the Euphrates river during a Persian raid. I hear they now are experiencing a significant lack of funds. All I have to say is too bad, soo sad. In the word of P-Diddy "more money more problems". Hah, they could only wish.

Dustin

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Post #666

by Nancy Drake in

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i just had to acknowledge my 666th post on an apostate website.

can't wait to get to 144,000.. .

Dustin

666 is my favorite number. It could be the line to a Sesame Street song. The Devil works in subtle ways.

Cograts!!!!!!!!!!!

Dustin

57

How many years in how many out?

by rekless in

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in 30 out 4

Dustin

25 1/2 - In

2 - Out

Dustin

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1 Year of Nancy Drake

by dh in

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Dustin

Congrats on your one year anniversary!!!

Dustin

43

Hi everybody I'm new

by LongHairGal in

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i am a long time lurker who has come out of the closet.

i have read many fine posts here and feel for all of you who have been hurt by the witnesses.

they are a lying, unaccountable organization - with an emphasis on the word unaccountable!

Dustin

Hi, it's nice to meet you. You've got some very thoughtful and interesting comments. I look forward to hearing more.

Dustin

38

Send good vibes...

by Country Girl in

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my mother was out in pioneer service yesterday with another sister.

their car was broadsided by another car, running a red light, drunken driving, and both women were tragically hurt.

my mother sustained head injuries, and some other broken bones.

Dustin

I sincerely hope for the best. I hope both make a full and speedy recovery. May God be with you in this time of need.

Dustin

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Music - what are you listening to right now?

by talesin in

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and i think the guy upstairs is prolly 'awake' now!

Dustin

Soil. I love that band.

Dustin

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Favorite Drinks!

by Lostreality in

what is your favorite drink?

what are you sipping on right now?

ive got a 'test tube baby #2' in my hands right now...awesomeness!

Dustin

Brooke, I thuoght that was so funny. I just sat and laughed when he called the Mello Yello,redneck soda. I have to agree though, but it's just so damn addictive.

Dustin

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Funny Secrets!

by whyamihere in

does anyone have a secret that they have hid for years and it is too funny not to say anything and want to come out now?.

ok....lol...this is so bad!

you know the campbell's soup glass jars that have a top you can twist open?

Dustin

Brooke, that would only be funnier if you had taken a big crap on it. I love that story!

My dad caught me masturbating once, and I swore to him that I had a funny mark on my penis, and that I was examining it to see if it was serious or not. I sat there explaining the mark to him, and even tried to lie saying I would show it to him. I guess he believed me, cause he never brought it up again. I then proceeded to finish the job.

Dustin