When I was young.. I think I bout died of everything possible just to stay home from meetings. Then the most amazing thing would happen and my mum and others would soon catch my imaginary illness.
"Things that make you go HMMMMM"
i notice that when my wife misses meetings( about 60 percent of the time she does) she always tells her study person she wasnt feeling well.
her sister uses that excuse all the time too.
even her mom who has been in it 30 yrs often is too ill to go to the meetings.
When I was young.. I think I bout died of everything possible just to stay home from meetings. Then the most amazing thing would happen and my mum and others would soon catch my imaginary illness.
"Things that make you go HMMMMM"
do you ever find that you think you've gotten accustomed to the shunning, and then some small, stupid thing comes along to reopen the wound?
that's how i feel right now.
it's been a while since i've really thought about it; the limited contact has simply become routine to me.
Euphemism-I am so very feeling your pain. It is the little things that get me too. Hang in there. It just hit a nerve and soon you will be all numb again. I think it shows you to be human and normal feeling this way. It is a shame when we can adapt to such crazy behavior completely. Feeling a bit of anger an hurt show you to have a more clear head than they. I know it is of poor consolation, but I send some virtual love your way and hope you feel tougher tomorrow.
Decki
i work at a bookstore that buys books for cash directly from the public.. we get maybe eighty or ninety people a day lugging in horrendously filthy boxes filled with roach droppings, mold, ancient dust and, oh yes, books.. among these books there is the occasional "find".. but, mostly (and disappointingly) it is 97% garbage.. today a fellow brought in three boxes full of typical dusty and unkempt books to sell his aunt was "getting rid of" that he thought he'd convert into easy cash.. i took his i.d.
and phone number and then looked at the boxes.. they were all jehovah's witness books!
bound volumes going back to the 50's, all the booklets, books, concordance, interlinear, bibles, etc.
Terry,
So that I stop going nuts wondering...Does the copyright date make it any more of value. I have these really old books someone gave me. 1907, 1928, 1901...
i just had to share.
i took a week off of work.
i have been burning the candle ends and middle and am so worn out.
End of vacation day number three and I guess I really did relax. I am so mad at self for not being more productive. I need to learn to relax!
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
Now as if the proposal was not mad enough..
As I was talking to one of my upper class friends today who looks as if she would only burp soft pink bubbles, she let me know she actually had done this thing. a five year marriage in El Paso. I swear people are full of suprises. I actually think it would be a great story Avishai and nope... I think the proposal is enough for me to get quite stupid on the writing. Thanks for the encouragement. I do need to get busy with the writing..
Decki
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
Brooke
Ok this is pretty funny. Should I Marry a Big Gay Mexican?
that is exactly why I posted it...It is so great to see someone really get the milk up the nostrils efffect!! My kind of gal!
I already paid your Bride Price fee to the escro company! ;Else....you are so very bad. I really was excited for a bit that you had a typo. That way I caould welcome you to my side of the dyslexia tracks..
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
ip- you are on the money...
Richie. I feel the same...one big person per bed
Dh- I love him as true as I can seeing we cannot communicate. We dance when I go to Mexico. He cooks, I drink. He tells me he loves me and we all laugh in that friendship kind of way you have in a foreign place. Bery magical, but I can only cuss in Spanish and he can only say I love you in English.
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
RichieRich- You marry him....
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
actually i have a friend in mexico who wants a green card.
i cannot see any purpose in marrying a very large, spanish speaking, gay man in order to get him a green card.
but still he did learn to tell me he loves me in english.
He even offered to pay. I just cannot do it. It would have to take someone without children and all of the fears that come with having been used before. At least he is honest in his intentions.