Steve. You might be angry because you love him. Itt is out of your control. You feel helpless and you can't fix it. Scared, I am sure. People survive amazing things. As college girl said, I cannot say this is one of these things, but I see your pain and you are a very caring and amazing person yourself. I am thinking a lot of him rubbed off on you maybe? I do hope he pulls through this and even more since I had a chance to meet you and I found you wonderful and quite a rare gem of a person, I hope you pull through this.
I am so sad your hurting, I am sad he is hurt. May my arms wrap around you from across the states and hold you. I really wish they could my friend. You touched our hearts and I wish we were near you at this time. Let us know how he is as things go. Make sure you rest as you can ok?
Decki