When one of my mental therapists asked me if I was aware of a condition called cognitive disonance. I looked it up on the internet and it described exactly how I had been feeling about the WT's death-dealing spiritual feeding program for 5 or 6 months. Then I saw a blank billboard in Knoxville, TN. with this painted on it:
607 BCE ?
I pointed it out to my ex and she went all white and started shaking ( I think she knew all along just wanted to keep getting her ears tickled by the bros.) so when I got home I went to the internet and typed in 607 BCE What a wake-up call that was. I quit the meetings altogether then but it was still about 18 months before the whole puzzle started fitting together. Then I called 2 of the 'prominent ones' in the cong and told them the FDS was an evil slave and they could either bail out or crash 'n burn with the WT False Prophet. They all stayed for some more 'meat in its due season' while I started searching the pages of a real Bible. When I get up enough nerve I'll post my name and congregation but I'm still a little shakey because of all the therapy and de-programming I've gone through for the last 2 years. Although, the therapy kept my mind intact until I found out the Jesus of the Bible is 180 degrees out of tune with the WT version of Him.