As a former 'mature brother in Christ the Watch Tower Publishing Corporation' are you aware that by being on this site you can be shunned by your JW family, the 'loving princes' (Elders) and the congregation?
Welcome!!!!
I invite you to attend Worship Services at the church I belong to if you are within 20 miles of Knoxville, TN.
Wear your ear rings and dress as you please, tattoos are ok, ask questions... we will not accuse you of being an apostate if you ask anything. Remember, God looks at the inside and not the outside.
I hope you are not permanently damaged by your association with the Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society and its affiliated religious organisations.