Wow--and I thought I was addicted to this site!!!
butalbee
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Useful Information
by JosephAlward ina simple way to keep track of threads in which one is active is to create a desktop shortcut for those threads.
just click on "members" in the upper left corner of this screen, then select the letter from the alphabet line corresponding to the first letter of your screen name, find your name, then click on the icon representing your threads.
right mouse-click to create a shortcut.
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Brain-dead
by DanTheMan inbeing in the [b]borg[b] for the past 10 years, i feel that i have lost a lot of my brain/critical thinking powers.
does anyone have a book recommendation to help me whip my grey matter back into shape?
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butalbee
How about Penthouse Magazine--that ought to get your blood pumping!
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First Time Poster
by DanTheMan inhello to all who have been escaped from the wt bondage.
i just da'd last week, the most difficult decision i've ever made, but i'm 99.999% sure i made the right decision.
this website has been a godsend thus far.
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What did you refuse to do in school?
by Moxy inin high school, one friend of mine was offended by flowers for algernon because of the sex bits and refused to take it as part of the english curriculum.
he even gave an experience about it at a ca.
so those of us in the other english classes that year kinda had to refuse to do it too.
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butalbee
I did whatever the hell I wanted to do, just as long as I didn't get caught!
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Who's Who?
by KJV ini am new here and have been away from ex-dub world for about eight months.
many of you here were posters on h20 and have come on this board with a different moniker.
i was "milky" on h20.
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butalbee
I was nobody, never been there, never will...
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I'm screwed..........
by butalbee ini went w/ my ex to the hall tonight, don't remember much except walking in, hiding in the bathroom for half hour, and dodging all the schmoozing when trying to exit the building.
i also remember my ex holding my hand and smiling at me.
it was a happy smile, like "i am so glad you're here w/ me", but it hinted of evil intentions.
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butalbee
Thanks for everyone's reply, and your advice. I wish I would just see the light, and I wish I would meet a man that would sweep me off my feet and make me forget this jw all together....
If anybody missed me last night, I was on my date w/ him, and we didn't get back until after 2 am. It was NOT chaperoned, like those in the past, and we had an EXCELLENT time. It was too good, it was like a dream. I really missed him ALOT. I told him that I am not going to any more meetings, and that I don't believe in his truth, nor could or would ever. I don't know if he accepted that, but I tried to be blunt. He said, "ok".He invited me to his apartment tonight to watch movies, and I said no. Think I'm gonna play hard to get...
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I'm screwed..........
by butalbee ini went w/ my ex to the hall tonight, don't remember much except walking in, hiding in the bathroom for half hour, and dodging all the schmoozing when trying to exit the building.
i also remember my ex holding my hand and smiling at me.
it was a happy smile, like "i am so glad you're here w/ me", but it hinted of evil intentions.
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butalbee
When I started to "believe" in their truth, it drove me crazy. Maybe I should re-read some of the stuff I posted before, esp the one on depression....
Yeah, I am a wild and free personality, but when it comes to M I loose all sense of myself.Thanks for the advice Refiner's.
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In defence of the NWT
by jerome inwhile surfing the net i discovered a website dedecated to defending the new world translation.
i posted the url in a pervious thread a few weeks ago but it dident get much attention.. well i am posting it here again so that everyone can see it.. .
in defence of the new world translation.. http://users.eggconnect.net/noddy3/pageindex.htm.
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butalbee
Yuck.
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How old were you when you lost your virginity...
by butalbee inhow old were you when you lost your virginity and was it all that you thought it would be?????.
i was 19, and my first time was a complete let down.
i envisioned that gothic romance motif, all about romance and love, i didn't know what i was doing, didn't know sex was like that.
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butalbee
If I were to wait until my wedding night, I'd still and probably always be a virgin...
Waiting for your wedding night, is a rare occurrence these days of apostasy.
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I'm screwed..........
by butalbee ini went w/ my ex to the hall tonight, don't remember much except walking in, hiding in the bathroom for half hour, and dodging all the schmoozing when trying to exit the building.
i also remember my ex holding my hand and smiling at me.
it was a happy smile, like "i am so glad you're here w/ me", but it hinted of evil intentions.
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butalbee
I went w/ my ex to the hall tonight, don't remember much except walking in, hiding in the bathroom for half hour, and dodging all the schmoozing when trying to exit the building. I also remember my ex holding my hand and smiling at me. It was a happy smile, like "I am so glad you're here w/ me", but it hinted of evil intentions.
Just out of the blue, he asked if I'd like to go w/ him tonight for the meeting, um, I was thinking NO, but I don't know why I said yes.
He asked me if I would like to go out to dinner tomorrow night(friday), I again said yes. I am such a sucker. I think I am just sick of being alone, and I miss him still terribly. Yes, I know, I'm getting myself back into high water, but maybe this time, I won't feel as though I am drowning. I don't know. What the hell am I doing? Why can't I get over this guy? It's like I know what I'm getting myself into, but I keep telling myself, it will be different this time.