I don't know. 10 years ago I had already read COC, Jim Penton and the Orwellian World of Jehovah's Witnesses but I didn't want to give up the belief in paradise, so I kept hoping Jehovah would prove all those apostates wrong.
I didn't have access to a computer until 2005 which is when I accidentally got on this site. When I first visited this site I thought many here had an ax to grind or were sore losers so I lurked for a while, but it didn't take long with all the information posted here from legitimate sources that Ex JW's were exposing Jehovah's Witnesses' lies. It was the coverups that opened my eyes; their earlier teachings, new light, etc. I have to laugh now when I remember how shocked I was to find out about WTBS and NGO. I would not have taken anyone's word for it. It was the actual letter posted here from the UN that did it. It was then I understood why so many here seemed to have such bitterness toward the Witnesses. I was finally freed from the fantasy illusion of paradise earth and I never looked back. So in actuality, it was the internet that liberated me.